WHAT IS MY MATURITY LEVEL?
by Joanna Gilman Hyde
The Arms & Hands of The Hawk Occupant 1:22pm
He’s going away again
for the 3rd monthly segment since November
to The Dominican Republic
& I’m not allowed to miss His Proximity
I’m instructed to use mental telepathy
instead I’m dressed to Kill
in a Black & Aqua Patterned Super Hero Top I’ve never worn
in My Black Leggings & Black Ankle Boots
Black Socks & Black Underwear
Silver Fish earrings given to Me
by My Aunt Angie on My 31st Birthday
My Birks Endless Silver Spiral Bangle
Dark Lipstick
I could Kill
with A Word
Joanna Gilman Hyde 
It seems to me that you have at least 2 maturity levels. One trapped in an horrible time 20 some years ago –and is unchanging, and another rapidly catching up to your calendar years. There is conflict between these producing difficulty in some situations particularly with your daughter. Eventually the calendar will triumph. It makes for some good poetry while it is going on.
So complex yet simple, You are loved and an amazing woman, take a deep breath, and exhale!
P.S Look around you for your blessings,they are before you and love you! So do I and value our friendship! God is Good….Just sayin’