Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: God

ROWING BREAK

The Hawk Kitchen Outpost 11:05am

The Universe

is A Giant Kitty Box

with The Wild Stars

scattered on Our Floor

at The Foot of Our Basement Stairs

— The Cats Who use It

are God

& Those Who Clean It —

Christ

I PULLED DOWN A LITTLE CHUNK OF SKY & GAVE IT TO MY SELF

The Hawk Queen Bed, January 8,11:04pm

There’s a New God

On The Block —

She’s outdone, beaten up

The Old Guy

with Her Hair, Dark

in a bun — orange blossom

at Her Ear —

She sits on My Right Shoulder

& tells Me with Her Voice So Dear:

“You Know The Meaning of Life

So You Are A Star —

So Go To Sleep”

GLITTER

The Hawk Kitchen Outpost 5:55pm

God has The Soul of Space

in which to play Her Hand

from Her Fingertips

She can spill & spread

Her Trillions & Trillions of Suns

to let the fertile Ones out —

Those very rare seeds

spawning new worlds

across the countless miles

of Grace

@)!^

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:22am

This is The Year

I am no longer

The Second Coming of Christ —

instead, or along with —

EYE am An Artist

with The Spirit of Christ

allowing Me to Create

& Create & Create

& Create & Create

& Create

AVA’S BIRTHDAY

My Journal for statements

Tonight in My Bath

of necessity

I took out the purple

galaxies folding down around Me

& laid them on the edge

of The Universe

for safe-keeping

PRELIMINARY TO A STABLE CHRISTMAS

Dec 19, The Yarmouth psych unit NOON

I have been moved

from The Therapeutic Quiet Room

to a bed of My Own

wrapped in bronze & silver filigree

spread with cotton linens

I have just ingested 5mg. of Olanzapine —

part of a new, high, regime

but I am compliant here —

minding My Own business

& not that of THE WORLD

 

Dec 19, Yarmouth psych unit no watch

EYE Love M(EYE) Heart

It is M(EYE) heart

It makes Me happy

when I feel it

beating

EYE miss My Cat Astro

I miss hugging Him & cuddling Him

I love Him

Dec 20th 2015 Psych unit

I arrived bare-foot

in black negligee

& bullet-proof vest

to a place where Mental Illness

is a fact

when I have been trying with My Heart

to have it

not be so

Dec 20th 2015 The psych Unit 10:28am

EYE am dressed

in robes

of hospital care

& am on My bed

of quiet.

I have a crying friend

who has been a comfort to me

as I have been to her

& we have cried all morning

Dec. 20th 2015 Psych Unit 1:54pm

EYE sit through

these long & lonely hours

hoping the phone will ring

for me

knowing I will sob & cry

to whomever loves

me.

Dec. 20th The Yarmouth Psych Unit 3:05pm

MY SILVER WALL

I stand aloft My Silver Wall

with my light upon the bricks

I see & stand & cry in all

my grief — finally finally

set free

I see the silver through

my tears & know how far

I’ve come

Dec 21, 2015 psych unit 4:07am

EYE AM IN M(EYE) PRECIOUS TIME

The veil is off

The veil of The Second Coming

is down

my heart is exposed

& it is a beautiful heart

Dec 22, 2015 My Room in The Psych Ward 10:00pm

LITTLE STRIPED SILVER FISH

Today in My Room

of Bronze & Silver

I was visited by a bug

Who looked to be trying to hide

I did not squish him

but let him roam free

allowed to say hello

to the next patient

after me.

Dec 23, 2015 My Room @ the psych ward 8:55am

A SILENT PRAYER

God, I speak my voice to you

& know you listen to every word

grant me the security

of MIND

that I will see My Destiny

& Live It

to The Fullest

I love You,

Joanna

 

 

 

 

 

THE KISS OF LIFE

The Hawk Kitchen Outpost 6:55pm

EYE have decided to leave

My Fuchsia Lip Print

on The Rim of My Sacred Life Glass –

It rests

like a purple leaf above

the scripted “Life”

set in Black

& EYE drink from It

layer upon layer

MY TREE CANNOT BE TURNED UPSIDE DOWN

The Tomato-coloured Couch 9:45am

Armed with My Arsenal

of X-Miss Tree ornaments

— 13 silver birds from Wilson’s —

— black balls from Walmart

EYE spent twelve hours

trimming

& having fun

to complete My Play

from a table pedestal up

rooted

to The Silver Star strungDSCF0675.JPG

from The Cathedral Ceiling

suspended

EYE WAS A MUMMY ONCE

The Hawk Queen Bed 9:55pm

EYE was a Mummy once

wrapped in My intricate wrappings

I couldn’t see The Sky

for the sarcophagus

carved out with

M(EYE) LIFE STORY —

I lay in My Tomb

with My Innards preserved

and noblemen flocked

to see

My Grave

and to gaze at

My Holy Body

locked away

in stone

 

 

THE EIGHTH ANNIVERSARY OF MY BROTHER’S DEATH

The Hawk Kitchen Outpost 8:29pm

First & Foremost I am

A Human Being —

I come from the planet Earth

where I made My Self

from the mesh of molten rock

& the salt from endless waves.

I came to My Human Form

through My Mother, primarily

though My Father

gave Her Lie-sense.

I was born into a world

of tumult

@ The Exact Right Time

to become what I am Today:

A Woman Understood