Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: existence

I BEGAN THIS DAY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:57pm

I Began This Day

Lying In Bed

& Now I Want

To Go Back

To Go To Sleep

With The Windows Open

Upon My Dream

SOON

The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:56pm

I am feeding

on the greenery of quiet

waiting for word

from a fleet of white

Silverados

telling Me

“Now’s The Time

Just Sit Tight

We’ll Be There Soon —

The Answer Will Be Soon — ”

The opening of My Cocoon

will be applauded

I AM A WOMAN

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:17pm

I Am A Woman

Who Writes Poetry

To Slice Its Way

INTO LIFE

My Tools Are Silver Swords

Forged From My Brain

Brandished Publically

To Zap

The Unaware

With Words

Of Flame

Engulfing

The Globe

&

Beyond

To The Molten Makings

Of The Stars

ODALISQUE

The Hawk West Desk Window 9:45am

Back in My Bed

on the pretence of not enough sleep

I lie in repose

and wonder the look

on The Face

of The Nameless, Faceless Doctor

Who scraped out My Dear .4

and what of it

in My Reclining Pose

had I demanded My Pieces

be saved —

saved in a jar of formaldehyde?

BACK FROM ATLANTIC

Highway 103, NS 2:22pm

Today I washed some dishes

left by My Daughter

in the house in Atlantic

My First Marital House

where My Third Child was conceived

and aborted on the anniversary

of My Mother’s Death

My Daughter is going to college

this weekend

My Son is out west

— I may see Him at Christmastime

and .4 — that’s what I call Him/Her —

is not in heaven

because I don’t believe in heaven

She/He is still with Me

My Body is My Heaven

CHAMBER

The Hawk Queen Bed 7:45pm

When I am old & dying

I want to lie beside an open window

letting in the waves on air

the freshest murmur of the sea

so that I may be carried off

to My Next Plateau

wrapped inside

The Nautilus

of

Sound

FFU — 798

The Hawk Portico 12:50pm

I got The Best License Plate Ever

picked out at random from a big drawer

by The Lady at The Motor Vehicles Registry —

It proclaims:  FFU

& now My Temporary License

has been removed from the driver’s side

back window

after applications of nail polish remover

& oven cleaner

to get the stick-um off

I got it off

with My Own Spit

FAVOURS I DID TODAY

Yarmouth NS, afternoon

Today I gave three dollars

to The Art Gallery of Nova Scotia’s

donation (admission) box

Today I gave three dollars

to a hungry (He said) bum

who remembered My Brother Howard

but didn’t know

He had died, or how

Today I gave My Daughter

fifty dollars

for a pedicure

ARANEOUS

The Hawk Deck 6:35pm

What is That Woman doing

down there in Nova Scotia

weaving an insidious web

around the lives of men

helpless to avoid Her Mesh

of fantasy churned into reality:

a marriage & divorce producing

2.4 children — a second marriage

to The Silver Haired Doctor

Who fell, knowingly, into Her Trap

in 1999 & hasn’t got out —

the 3rd fatality She claims

She owes Her Life

but how will He materialize?

She calls Him

The Mastermind

MORNING APPLE

The Hawk Deck 10:35am

I bit into My Morning Apple

and bit into The Fall

Eliza’s off to school next week

and I will be alone with Hunter

The Cats

and breezy lines of wash