Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: Dr David Hamilton Wilson

GRAFFITI BY PROXY

gonna bomb dat RJ

shitting on His Rock

gonna lay up My Fire Ball

on dat Emergency Tag

gonna hit every car

every crib, zillions

bomb dis hole fuckin worl

I COME LIMPING HOME

There’s  a Rock on The Side of The Road

in Barrington where I shop

It has a Mentalist Red John

which I badly want to deflect

with Silver Star Rays

& maybe Red Dots

but on this windy Sunday Morning

as I drive on My Mission

I see a Police Car

coming through The Intersection

of Highway 3 & The Causeway

I turn around

I come home

leaving My Cans of Silver & Red

rattling around on the floor

of My Escape

THE SOBEY’S PARKING LOT 5:15pm

I Was First In Line

For My Abortion

& I Claimed It:

Him/Her I Kept

Forever In My Shattered Heart

In The Next Room Over

From That Waiting Room

Full

Of Silent Women

THE HAWK DECK 6:13pm

My Daughter & I

came back from The Beach

I hung Our Towels on The Line

I checked My Blog

to find a New Follower

soulblindministry

whose Donate Heart

was just like Mine

(My Daughter didn’t think so)

just like Mine

in My Eye Am

painting

Just Like Mine

THE HAWK FAMILY ROOM 6:37pm

I see A Room Inside

a big black TV Screen

I see a lamp, some books & DVDs

mirrored for My View

I slide over to My Left

to have a shoulder, Left

     exposed with half

     My Head

 A Red Light

below My Chest

“DON’T MOVE”

SOCIAL PROFILE

 

The Hawk Kitchen 2:32pm

Joanna Gilman Hyde Blair must be a Throwback to The Fifties:

White Stay-At-Home Mom

3rd Wife to A Silver Haired Doctor

Moderate Drinker — Would Like To Smoke

NOT A CHURCH GOER

Eats Red Meat & Lots Of It

Likes To Shop but Considers Cost

Doesn’t Care (very much) What She Drives

As Long As It Works

Has Been Seen Eating @ MacDonalds

In An Off-The-Shoulder Oprah Evening Dress

THE HAWK PORTICO 6:36pm

I wrote A Book once

of 364 pages

describing The Illness & Death

of My Mother

& what happened to Me

after four days of no sleep —

sleep deprivation induced by Death:

The Shower of Lights

Seeing The Meaning of Life

Fixation Upon a Little Man

induced by The Telepathic Message:

“Joanna, the reason I am not answering Your Calls

is that I am at home, in the same condition

You are in — Yes We are reading Each Other’s Minds —

and no one knows what’s going on —

there is no expression for Love Divine

but this is as close as We can come…”

My last words to Him were:

“David, I am shredding My Manuscript —

all 5 copies, & The Shredder

is getting overheated —

It keeps quitting every 20 minutes

giving Me Pause For Thought”

Hint:

One Surviving Copy

may be somewhere

in The Vermont Farm House

of My Widowed Stepmother

Who assures Me

It’s Somewhere

ASTRO

"No Body's Gonna Mess W' My Super Cat!" 

Today I got My Super Cat --

not the tabby from My Childhood --

Today I got ASTRO --

The Longest Living Cat From The Pound  --

The Biggest, Sleekest, Blackest Cat

picked out by Me when All I had To Go By

was a dark and haunted face

sticking out from a butterflied cat bed

advertising He Was Free!

(since He'd been there over a year

the adoption fee would be waived)

but now He's worth My Life --

I don't have to say "He's My Mascot!"

This Is All I Have To Say --

and I've said it to Him already:

"Astro, Wherever YOU go, I GO"
-

written by Joanna Gilman Hyde Blair

on December 2nd in The Year 2010

(& not written in Her Diary)