Joanna Gilman Hyde

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THERE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:47pm

I was That 37 Year-old

with The New Haircut

back from Pass

— why was I even in There?

Because I thought

I was The Second Coming of Christ

wearing A Sign on My Blouse

“Waiting To Be Believed”

with A Helium Balloon tied

to My Very Thin Wrist

being told by Nurses

to take off My “inappropriate” Sign

& My Balloon

so They would agree

to talk to Me

MY ONLY PROBLEM

The Hawk Corner Room 2:38pm

I sit upstairs in The Corner Room

temporarily vacated by Eliza

I look out to the layers of grey

in My Winter Sky

I wear My Usual Black

& wonder why

I have an anonymous Gravatar

MY FIRST HUSBAND

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:15pm

When My First Husband told Me

He Loved Me

I wore a floral summer dress

to receive My Canadian Citizenship

He was renting a room

outside of Halifax

for a movie job

— He was a Master Carpenter —

I stayed the night with Him

— brought The Children —

in the sparse house of a Scientologist

— the only books were Scientology —

in the dark, quietly

with Eliza in Her portable crib

& Peak on a spare bed

I heard “I Love You”

in My Left Ear

22nd YEAR

The Hawk Kitchen 12:50pm

I was That Nice Young Woman

balancing babies on My Left Hip

splitting firewood for The Atlantic Stove

hair shoulder length

smiling for photographs

coping with My Mother’s Illness

but not Her Death

Illuminated by The Shower of Lights

I descended into Depression

spanning eight years

pulled out by The Arms

of My Doctor

Who became My Second Husband

In This 22nd Year My Hair is short

children grown

I wear black

and block My Heart

in A Vault of Silver

 

ALLEGIANCE

The Hawk Corner Room 12:15pm

I Stand At Attention

with The Ocean View before Me

with The Picture of My Mother’s Face

wearing only Her Orange Lipstick —

Her Heavy-lidded Eyes

Green and Happy —

I Am Here because of Her

and My Arrival has taken

Eons

ABOLITION

The West Desk Window 9:33pm

I will either be shot

as I have dreamt

or immortalized by Aliens

with DVD holding My Hand

on another Planet

or maybe this One

if there is a Heaven

could This Earth be free

of war & abortion?

As I live I shall stand

for both ends

WITH A GLASS OF GASPEREAU VINEYARDS SEYVAL BLANC 2010

The Hawk Corner Room 5:00pm

Last night I lay on My Back

in bed with Hunter sleeping

picturing My Self asking

on Valentine’s Day

“DVD, should I get My Bullet Proof Vest now?”

I bet I can buy one on line

I experienced the sensation

never-before-felt

of a bullet hole

in the middle of My Back

just under My Right

Shoulder Blade

SNUG AS A BUG IN A RUG

January 29th The 103 7:49am

I have to be very grown up

this is what grown-ups do

They go to Operations

11:15am Queen Elizabeth II (Old VG) Halifax

“See Ya” rings out cheerily

in the halls

12:45pm

I wait, rest, in a room

thematically named “Beach”

Hunter was taken away @ 12:15

an hour & 45 minutes before scheduled

I wait to hear a “start time”

1:56pm

I am waiting for a “start time”

has the surgery started yet?

(note: shortly after writing this I was told

the “Cut Time” was 1:30

and was given a 3 hour “window”)

I see, for the first time,

10:22 is Really 22:22

on the 24 hour clock

(to spell it out for everybody)

It’s very loud around here — there’s

actually raucous laughter across

the hall

luckily I am the only person in this

“Beach Room”

(note:  one woman came in with reminiscences

of a trip through the Caribbean and described

how She would have jumped ship into the open arms

of a big black woman in the surf, who had a smile

as big as She was) 

2:30pm

(note: checked into The Lord Nelson)

3:00pm

(note: cell phone call from surgeon:

“Mrs Blair — I’m calling to say 

the operation went very well

Your Husband will be in Recovery

about two hours”)

(note: made phone calls to friends and relatives

had to find out Hunter’s Private Isolation Room

and visited Him there for a couple of hours

where the door was kept open and I was allowed

ungowned

though Hunter was a suspected MRSA* carrier

Hunter seemed wonderful — five abdominal incisions

for laparoscopy to fix a hernia and esophagus)

9:27pm The Lord Nelson Victory Arms Pub

I’m drinking Keith’s On Tap

& about to order a club

& Greek salad

The Waiter said

“You’re not from around here

are You”

*Methicillin Resistant Staphylococcus Aurius 

also known as The Super Bug

BLACK on BLACK on BLACK

The Hawk Kitchen 7:30pm

I Am That Woman

ready to go to War/Love

dressed fiercely in Black

To My Fellow Bloggers

This is just to notify you

that Self Organizing Galaxy

has been renamed on YouTube

as “Viral Spiral”