Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Month: November, 2012

IN CASE OF EMERGENCY GATHER HERE

November 14th, 10:22pm

Lying in a pool of onlookers

My Eyes are closed

then open to see His Face:

“Live, Damn It, Live!”

He holds the back of My Neck

“I’m afraid I can’t —

I’m afraid –”

“Live For The Moment!”

A Siren erupts

spacing The Crowd

I get jostled onto a stretcher

but He stays with Me

I can hear His Lilting Voice

giving directions

among the alarmed barrage of questions:

Is She Alright ?

Did They Get The Shooter?

He stays in attendance

“DVD — Remember Me!”

to DVD

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:10pm

I felt Your Little Black Heart

wrap around Me

as I traversed the rainy Sobey’s Parking Lot

My Hair Newly Cut

You grabbed My Black Bullet-proof Vest

shouting “Live, Damn It, Live”

“DEVELOPMENTAL SCREENING EVENT”

Take five 3 year-olds

and put Them through

a series of “Developmental Screening Tests”

and what have You got?

“Today’s expert opinion

is next week’s laughable theory”

(quote from Dr W Hunter Blair

November 14th 2012)

THE HAWK DECK 4:22pm

I see a great hull of a cloud

draining an isolated shower

out over The Atlantic

blue-grey into blue-grey

I have begun reading

Anne Yarbrough’s Bowl of Light

a beautiful record of Her Time

living on Mc Nutt’s Island —

Eliza says she wants to read it too

THE HAWK KITCHEN VIEW 4:35pm

I stand in sublimity

observing The November Sun

setting Its Light

against The Panorama of Spruce

out My Back Kitchen Door —

Subtle Clouds are rippled

like beach sand

& The Crows have yet

to finish My Offering

of old Shepherd’s Pie

THE FIRST ROOM MATE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:22pm

The First Room Mate I had in New York City

was a dark-headed guy with something off

in one eye

I answered His Ad in The Village Voice

“share 2bdrm apt. Lower E Side

$230 per mo

call anytime”

I called at six o’clock in the morning

He said I was the first person

to call

I arrived at nine — the appointed time

in My Interview Dress —

navy sheath with cream-trimmed pockets

& V-neck —

His name was Bennett Ram

His phone was ringing off The Hook

He didn’t seem to have anyone else lined up

He kept unplugging & re-plugging His Phone

I sat on His Couch

& met His Chaotic Friends —

one of whom pointed out a maggotty pot of beans & rice

on top of the refrigerator

PROSPECTIVE BUYER

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:00am

It’s Time I Said Good-Bye

to My Mother

right from where I stand Today

I will not be going out to The Island

with The Alternative Energy Tech —

My Daughter will go in My Stead —

I can rely on Eliza

as My Mother relied on Me —

I will not be going down memory lane

to The Thoreau House in the woods

built by My Mother’s Perfect Son-in-law

I will not be going There —

I will not be sweeping up dead flies

in My Mother’s Island House —

I swept the flies there alone once

when I was 18 — Eliza’s age —

to open The Place for My Mother’s arrival —

Today Eliza will be readying for a prospective buyer

& I will not be walking down to The Lower Orchard

to visit My Mother’s Limestone Squirrel

perched on Her Granite Marker —

Today I Stand in Eliza’s Corner Room upstairs

Here At The Hawk

& gaze upon The Panorama of Sun’s Rays

filtering down on My Atlantic Home

I AM THAT WOMAN

The Hawk Bedroom 2:52pm

I Am That Woman

standing poised

with My Weight on My Left Foot

My Left Hand

gracing My Belly

My Right Hand

holding My Black Book

against A Secure Right Hip

Right Leg and Foot turned tentatively back

contemplating

My Preparedness

I WAS THAT CHILD

The Hawk Bedroom 8:30am

I was That Child

exclaiming as I came through The Gate

of My Grandmother’s Jordan Bay Garden:

“Granmama — You have the most beautiful garden

in The Whole Wide World –”

exclaiming with feigned delight

because I knew

how much I could please Her

THE TOMATO-COLOURED COUCH 10:50am

Today I drove past a black cat

the size & shape of Astro

stretched out dead

on the road into Clark’s Harbour

I wondered if He was loved

as much as I love Astro

I wondered if He could have been hit

because of His Blackness