THE HAWK DECK 2:44pm

by Joanna Gilman Hyde

I suddenly feel older

by more than the fifteen years

since I dolefully reclined

in a wicker chaise longue

on the screened-in porch

built by My First Husband

— a porch sought for My Sanity —

yet used so briefly

I wonder how I remember it at all

This Deck I’m on now

in My Maturity

is an outpost for reverence

of All My Surroundings

occupied dailyΒ in good weather

and always in Good Mind:

I am healed now

— I long for nothing —

and have grown up

into The Full Observer

I was as The Child