Joanna Gilman Hyde

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The Little Man

The Hawk Kitchen 5:07pm

When I was A Little Girl

My Grandfather had a bedtime ritual

out on Our Summer Porch in Jordan Bay:

“Say Good Night To The Little Man”

so I would say Good Night each night

to a little seated fishing figure

dressed like Waldo

in a knitted striped sweater

holding a fishing rod

He sat on a pile of pretty rocks and shells

in a corner display case — how

could My Grandfather ever have known

that My Mother would name

Her Single-channel McNutt Island Weather Radio

“The Little Man”

& that She would take Him to bed

& rest Him on Her Chest

listening to His droning, squeaky Voice

lulling Her to sleep?

How could My Grandfather ever have known

that twenty years after My Mother died

I would put My Self to sleep

every night while My Husband holds My Hand

with a rumination about A Little Man

I see linked to Me

from where I began

to where I will end

when I see no beginning

no end?

GLEEFUL UNBURDENING

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:05pm

There’s A Letter In My Purse

dated June 12, 2012

enveloped, stamped & marked “Personal/Confidential”

to The Doctor I’ve been after

for twenty years

Now I’m after any surviving copies

of My 364 Page Manuscript

about My Mother’s Illness & Death

& resulting effects upon Me —

two years ago

in a fit of gleeful unburdening

I shredded My Five Copies but

that was only temporary relief

as The Letter In My Purse says

I regret My Action

The Main Protagonist — The Doctor —

got His Copy plunked down on His Desk

& supposedly carried It into “the coffee room”

but I’ve heard no more of It since

& that was over fifteen years ago

ROBERT WILBER

Hunter’s Library on The Hawk 5:47pm

Today is an ordinary day

Good Friday

& My Mother’s Pain seeps

through Me

how trite to say

It was The Pain of a Love Affair

— in Her Mind It was Her Muse —

& It was broken

by a small man

of large musical talent

Her Pain operates generationally

through Me

now that I am unhinged

from Her

I remain

entranced by

an iridescent disc

yelling at Me

DVD – RW x2

“WRITE IT BEFORE SUPPER”

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:43pm

Write It —

there is No Such Thing As Schizophrenia

Those Voices are valuable

They’re trying to tell You something:

Like Write This

There is no suitable “new” name

for schizophrenia

It is not a condition of derangement

There Is Purpose

in The Brain’s Meanderings

The Meaning of Life

may be found in Its Depths

Note:  One of my favourite songs just came on the radio —

You Sexy Thing by Hot Chocolate

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The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:40pm

Sterling Silver Beef

displayed under The Kiosk Sign

@ Sobey’s

I bought two slabs

after saying “no” to two samples

of second-rate cork flooring

@ Wilson’s Home Hardware

— I put The Beef

in My Black Basket

& paid for It with a fifty in Speedy Checkout

behind a man who’s head was shaped

like David Wilson’s

ENCAPSULATED EROTOMANIC DELUSIONS

The Hawk Kitchen 11:55am

He has been My Life Force

without Him in My Mind

I am relegated to bathrobes

& couches

loss of the eating desire

loss of the dreaming vision

of My Life Anew:

My Futuristic Love

Yet Obtainable

if I don’t see It

I don’t live

I’VE KICKED GOD IN THE NUTS

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:35pm

I’ve Kicked God in The Nuts

out

of My House

He is No Longer Welcome Here

He has Fucked My World Over

ever since It was Created

out of a blob of liquid sun

He has Fucked with The Minds

of All of Humanity

since We were Placed Here

by Alien Intelligence

in An Unprotected Garden

naked to Our Truth

naked to Our Desire

for The Understanding

of The Power

of Our Minds

VOICE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:00pm

This Tomato-coloured Voice

is My Director’s Chair

I Listen to Know One

but The God I Made

speaking to Me from My Right Shoulder

with An Orange Flower

in Her Dark Hair

My Husband & Daughter

have abandoned My Notions

of God, Individuality

Desire

to Them I Am Silent

but to My Self

I Am All Powerful

UNIDENTIFIED FLYING OBJECT

The Hawk Queen Bed 8:37pm

I’ve been playing the role

of Domestique

and enjoying it, for the most part

but the Time Has Come

for Me to Branch Out

to ruffle My Feathers

like the big buzzard-like bird

I saw this afternoon

with a big red beak/head

— a bird I had never seen before —

It flew off through the view

of hastily-grabbed binoculars

beyond the scrub spruce

I have yet to look It up

WHAT IS MY MATURITY LEVEL?

The Arms & Hands of The Hawk Occupant 1:22pm

He’s going away again

for the 3rd monthly segment since November

to The Dominican Republic

& I’m not allowed to miss His Proximity

I’m instructed to use mental telepathy

instead I’m dressed to Kill

in a Black & Aqua Patterned Super Hero Top I’ve never worn

in My Black Leggings & Black Ankle Boots

Black Socks & Black Underwear

Silver Fish earrings given to Me

by My Aunt Angie on My 31st Birthday

My Birks Endless Silver Spiral Bangle

Dark Lipstick

I could Kill

with A Word