Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: spirituality

LAST CEREMONY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:10pm

Not even charging black dogs

could hold Me back

from The Offered Rose braced

against the sea shore stones

to let Me throw out

into the foaming tide

the detritus of My Mother’s Death

MY SILVER BLADES OF LIGHT

The Tomato-coloured Couch 2:20pm

Now that I have reclaimed

the True Force of My Vision

I do not mean to keep it to My Self

I do not think I am capable

of keeping It

to My Self

My intention is to share It

with Whomever

so desires

to know

Its

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MY SHOWER OF LIGHTS

The Hawk Corner Room NOON

My Shower of Silver Lights

goes untainted

to shine BIGGER & BRIGHTER & BETTER

than It ever was

before

It’s Mine

ALL MINE

THE HEART

The Hawk Queen Bed 9:45am

I have bled A Perfect Heart

on My Side of The Bed

It sits here while We drink

Our Coffee

& contemplate the day

ahead

I go with My Vision

of sorts:  Brand New Head

for Hunter has told Me

I don’t need a partner

A Relationship instead

HOWARD HYDE’S SISTER

Rudder’s Yarmouth February 16th 6:00pm

I feel like a Little Girl

at a Valentine’s Birthday Party

with My Fake Margarita

sitting at My Table for One

I’m ready for Anything

 The Musician has already been

acquainted:

“My Brother was a Musician

He played The Clarinet & Saxophone

— He’s dead now —

He lived in Yarmouth for quite a while”

“The Name Is Familiar “

I turned to My Club and Fries

and left early

for The Vagina Monologues

I’VE KICKED GOD IN THE NUTS

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:35pm

I’ve Kicked God in The Nuts

out

of My House

He is No Longer Welcome Here

He has Fucked My World Over

ever since It was Created

out of a blob of liquid sun

He has Fucked with The Minds

of All of Humanity

since We were Placed Here

by Alien Intelligence

in An Unprotected Garden

naked to Our Truth

naked to Our Desire

for The Understanding

of The Power

of Our Minds

GOD CAN GO FUCK HIMSELF

The Hawk Bench of Fortification 2:45pm

Through My Anger

Through My Female God’s Anger

I will Construct

not peace (that’s so old it hurts)

I will Construct

a New Way of Seeing

for The Whole Planet

— oh, It may take Some Time —

but I’m aiming to use My Time

until I Die, and then some

VOICE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:00pm

This Tomato-coloured Voice

is My Director’s Chair

I Listen to Know One

but The God I Made

speaking to Me from My Right Shoulder

with An Orange Flower

in Her Dark Hair

My Husband & Daughter

have abandoned My Notions

of God, Individuality

Desire

to Them I Am Silent

but to My Self

I Am All Powerful

JOURNAL ENTRY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:00pm

“Maybe He has carried You far enough”

“But He will carry Me for The Rest of My Life”

“You are happy, now, where You are”

“Are You trying to tell Me to get rid of Him?”

“No, but just keep Him In Reserve”

“Yes, maybe I can do that.  He needn’t be

in the forefront of My Mind”

“He needn’t be in the forefront

of The World”

ARE YOU ALL SILVERED OUT?

The Hawk Kitchen 11:11am

Those *2* Giant Blocks

of Rectangular Silver

Came Crashing Down

on My Miles of Silver Duct Tape

on My Miles of Watery Plastic Sheeting

on My Ten-thousand Square Feet of Dacron Canvas

laid out, smoothed out

weighed down by 400 Sand Bags

Painted for Thousands of Office Workers

It was My

Self Organizing Galaxy

It All Came Crashing Down

in Zillions of Silver Streaks

on My Head on The Afternoon of March 31st, 1993

I have been crawling out ever since

note:  title from WHB