Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: sleep

THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS INSANITY

The Hawk Kitchen 6:42pm

just suppression by anti-psychotic drugs

all things yelled should be heard

& if My Dreams are interfered with

My Sleeping Pattern could get in trouble

I’m free now, drinking beer

in My Kitchen

with a cat on the foot stool

My Husband napping before supper

My Prophecy unravelling

as I write

& the sky — I have to write

about The Sky:

It is ponderous

laden with cloud

in varying greys

It Is Beautiful

& I Love It

PUBLIC DISORDER

The Hawk Window Seat 10:00am

This morning I told The Carpenters

“I have a Sleep Disorder — that’s why

I’m always in My Bathrobe –”

It’s true, It’s not a lie

or an exaggeration

I have to get My Eight Hours

uninterrupted

or I’m

shot

YEAR 22

The Hawk Kitchen 2:22pm

I AM IN THE YEAR 22

since My Mother’s Illness

& Death

The Shower Of Lights

is ensconced within this frame

The Kitchen Glass Doors reveal My Environment

ensconced in snow

I AM SLEEPING NORMALLY NOW

A BEDROOM 7:40pm

I want My Daddy

to come tuck Me in

— My Real Daddy who wasn’t Real

He’s Dead —

I want My WHB

to tuck Me in

with His Soft Words

& careful careful touch —

I’ve taken My Pills

2 Hours in advance

of Bedtime

 

NOON IN THE REAL WORLD

I just woke from a Gravol-induced Dream:

Out on a brick terrace

I was being interviewed

by a Keith Haring Type

about My Life so far

& My Artistic Intentions

Suddenly I Stood Up

wearing a long white billowy robe

I declared —

“THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO”

I walked over to a vacant section

& The Keith Haring Guy said “I Know —

You Want To SAVE”

I turned to Him & explained “No —

that word has been overused —

I have a lot of problems with that word

which I wont go into now.  This

is what I want to do — ”

I raised My Arms up to the tree limbs

& sky above Me & I began to spin

I spun so fast, faster and faster

that I became a spinning top

as I chanted:  Organize Organize Organize

until I felt I was turning into a Gyroscope

The first definition of the verb to Organize

in My Mother’s 1971 Random House Dictionary:

1.  to form as or into a whole

consisting of interdependent or coordinated

parts, esp. for harmonious or united action.

THE HAWK BEDROOM — MIDNIGHT

Locked in The Cradle of Security

with Dr Blair’s soothing Right Hand

along My Left Forearm

My Window is open to The Shush of Southerly Waves

My Insides digest a pill of Olanzapine

& I Am Set Free

to Go To Sleep