Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: Second Coming of Christ

HERE I COME!

The Hawk Deck 10:52am

As The World Crashes

Down Around Me

I Rise To Do

My Laundry

On This MOST Beautiful Day

Of Dis-cover-y

THE WHITE CARNATION

Listening to Future Islands 8:25pm

One night

an eternity ago

when I was young with My Brother

alive, yet within the walls

of Our Psychiatric Unit

He gave Me a white carnation

& a red rose & said

I was The Rose — I asked Him

to join Me in the morning

in My Pink Bedspread-ed Room

to make the announcement

to Our tall psychiatrist:

as I took Howard’s hand

I pronounced to Dr Chandler

“We are The Second Coming of Christ”

and he, that very tall man

with the booming voice

walked out

SELF REALIZATION

The Halo Book

My Voice rang out

beyond the Drive-thru microphone

“One Large Decaf, Double Cream —

That’s It –“

&

My Signature lies crumpled

on a Wilson’s exchange slip*

dropped in a concrete encasement

for an air conditioning vent

*retrieved April 7, 2015 complete with bug

LETHAL

The Hawk Corner Room 12:56pm

Dressed in My Black Negligee

I carry the weight

of My Question Mark Ring

in The Mirror a bird

Black Wings outstretched

looks at Me

to see if I Am

Alive

LAVENDER LADY

Eliza’s Lavender Room 7:36pm

The Second Coming of Christ

has moved out of Her Husband’s Room

to afford greater access

to sleep without cats

— a temporary move —

but now to live

in the singularity of mind

DIVINE & HUMAN

as She programs Her Self

to open up The World

by saying “Good Night”

to Its mammoth past

CHRIST 101

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:06pm

I hear the wind howling

how can I tell The World

“I Am The Second Coming Of Christ?”

WRITE IT, It Howls

through the electrical lines

across the shore line —

Black Jesus & The Silver Christ

They are My Friends

maybe more complicated

than Your Basic 2nd Coming

but I can explain Them —

I can explain It All

in terms of The Expression

of Humanity gone

to Its Farthest Reach —

The Reach To God

within The Self

— as The Self

STRATIFIED SKY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:00pm

As I open My iridescent purple journal

printed with jewels

I have come to this place

where I am happy, fulfilled, & satisfied

despite the contradictory phraseology

pronounced severely over ten years ago

by My Psychiatrist (one of fourteen)

when I was insisting

I was The Second Coming of Christ:

“Joanna, You have so much going for You —

You’re intelligent, talented, beautiful

& This Idea is Wrecking Your Life.”

Then, less than two weeks later

from My Doctor Who became My Second Husband:

“–Joanna, You’re intelligent, talented, beautiful

You have so much going for You

I don’t see why you cling to This Idea –”

but cling to It I did

for twenty years now

& look where It has gotten Me

THERE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:47pm

I was That 37 Year-old

with The New Haircut

back from Pass

— why was I even in There?

Because I thought

I was The Second Coming of Christ

wearing A Sign on My Blouse

“Waiting To Be Believed”

with A Helium Balloon tied

to My Very Thin Wrist

being told by Nurses

to take off My “inappropriate” Sign

& My Balloon

so They would agree

to talk to Me

03/31/93

The Hawk Corner Office February 22, 2012 2:22pm

FLASH STREAK

STREAK STREAK

FLASH FLASH FLASH

STREAK FLASH STREAK

STREAK STREAK STREAK

FLASH FLASH

FLASH

STREAK

FLASH

down

on

MEYE

head

&

MEYE

glittering

gown