Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: schizophrenia

ASIDE FROM MY PERFECT PREGNANCY IN 1994

The Hawk Deck 4:04pm

Since that first spring of 1993

with a ten-minute diagnosis of schizophrenia

crowning My Head after My Mother’s Death

and a summer’s hospitalisation for depression

when a psychiatric nurse tried to assure Me

“There will be other summers” —

how could She have known

there wouldn’t be a straight one

until now, twenty-three years later,

when My Second Husband

allows Me to throw

My Bed-thrashing Knees

across His Hip

in the dead of night

and reads My Extensive Medical Records

on His Lunch Break

to find out what happened?

NEWS FLASH

The Hawk Computer 6:04 pm

My Husband, Dr William Hunter Blair, now believes

that My World Trade Center Roof Top Painting from 1984

titled Self Organizing Galaxy

may have given someone the idea

for 9/11

Self Organizing Galaxy by Joanna Hyde

NOTICE TO MY READERS 222

EYE have not been writing much —

EYE have been making recordings into M(EYE) cell phone

in-which M(EYE) Husband does not seem very interested.

PREMISE ON “MENTAL ILLNESS”

There is no such “thing” as “mental illness.”  There is no true illness which can be said to be entirely “mental” unless it is derived from an organic source such as a brain tumour.  There are no physical attributes in the human body which can point to this description.  There is no pre-determining test for “mental illness.”  The psychiatric diagnosis used to determine the supposed state of “mental illness” is opinion-based at best, and most often this opinion is not shared by the individual in question.  At worst this opinion is often shared by family members, friends, and society as a whole, creating a kind of trap or “Catch 22” for the individual.

What we see when we attempt to use this stigmatizing and false description of “mental illness” is an array of human self expression which may be affected by, or resulting from, changes in environment, sleep patterns, physical activity, thought, perception, interaction with others, or any conglomeration of naturally occurring factors which can and do affect all of us as human beings.

We are variable and complex.  To lump any of us into “categories” of “mental illness” is a grave disservice to humanity.

 

Written by Joanna Gilman Hyde Blair

MY ONE OFF

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:28pm

The Meaning Of Life

opened out before

My Eyes

from a pod of brown

cracked with gold

revealing something pink —

God’s Magnificent Joke?

Oh! It’s The Reason

For Schizophrenia

Now I Will Paint It

 BLACK

FUCHSIA

&

SILVER!!!!

Dementia Praecox Paradox

The Hawk Outpost 7:15pm

The Reason for “Schizophrenia”

is

There is no “Schizophrenia”

& most people

“diagnosed” with this false “disease”

know this —

but to deny their “diagnosis”

is to have one of the prevalent “symptoms”

SERVICE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:45pm

I Am Able To Set The Table

As I Am

Your Reason For Schizophrenia —

a played-out conundrum

I Am The Reason

The Intellect Behind

Child-like Frankness

I Am The Purpose

Behind Hallucinations

Sleep Deprivation

Voices From Afar

As I Am The Human Being

Capable Of Imagining

Any Vision, Any Dream

Capable Of Consuming

The Place Set

For Our Changing Minds

THE LAST PAGE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:40pm

My Fame Will Be

This World’s

Freedom

When I Am Found Out

Inside & Out

We Will No Longer

Believe

In Schizophrenia

Bi-polar

& Other Multitudinous

“Psychiatric Illnesses”

Silver Will Sky-rocket

Gold Will

Linger In Its

Old-fashioned Luster

Man & Woman Will Live Together

Unrivalled

INSIDE

Eliza’s Corner Room 2:34pm

I saw The Meaning Of Life

open out like The Brown Garment Bag

containing Eliza’s Silver Prom Dress

opening from Its Centre

to reveal The Paradoxical Joke

edged in Raspberry & Gold:

God’s Super Joke —

The Reason For Schizophrenia

“WRITE IT BEFORE SUPPER”

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:43pm

Write It —

there is No Such Thing As Schizophrenia

Those Voices are valuable

They’re trying to tell You something:

Like Write This

There is no suitable “new” name

for schizophrenia

It is not a condition of derangement

There Is Purpose

in The Brain’s Meanderings

The Meaning of Life

may be found in Its Depths

Note:  One of my favourite songs just came on the radio —

You Sexy Thing by Hot Chocolate