Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: outdoors

BLACK JOURNAL, BLACK & SILVER PEN

The Hawk Kitchen 4:30pm

I feel like physically throwing

paint around on a canvas

on the basement floor

or deck with drop cloths

& weights against the wind

an 8 X 10 footer

of purple & metallic grey

NO BLACK

hints, territories, of red

I have never before

felt this urge

RECLAMATION

The Hawk West Desk Window 9:50am

Yesterday I threw away

My Silver Voodoo Star Man

an Object I had told My Self

was My Most Precious Possession —

well — The Sea possesses

Him Now —

The Silver of Him

is consumed

by The Majesty

of The Glinting Ocean

behind

My

Eyes

LAST CEREMONY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:10pm

Not even charging black dogs

could hold Me back

from The Offered Rose braced

against the sea shore stones

to let Me throw out

into the foaming tide

the detritus of My Mother’s Death

INDISPENSABLE

The Hawk Kitchen 11:15pm

I just saw that Buzzard Bird again

surveying My back yard

just as I was thinking I will never

go out to the island again

wondering why I have lost My appetite

sitting by the radio

in My grey bathrobe

I am indispensable

I need care

UNIDENTIFIED FLYING OBJECT

The Hawk Queen Bed 8:37pm

I’ve been playing the role

of Domestique

and enjoying it, for the most part

but the Time Has Come

for Me to Branch Out

to ruffle My Feathers

like the big buzzard-like bird

I saw this afternoon

with a big red beak/head

— a bird I had never seen before —

It flew off through the view

of hastily-grabbed binoculars

beyond the scrub spruce

I have yet to look It up

ARE YOU ALL SILVERED OUT?

The Hawk Kitchen 11:11am

Those *2* Giant Blocks

of Rectangular Silver

Came Crashing Down

on My Miles of Silver Duct Tape

on My Miles of Watery Plastic Sheeting

on My Ten-thousand Square Feet of Dacron Canvas

laid out, smoothed out

weighed down by 400 Sand Bags

Painted for Thousands of Office Workers

It was My

Self Organizing Galaxy

It All Came Crashing Down

in Zillions of Silver Streaks

on My Head on The Afternoon of March 31st, 1993

I have been crawling out ever since

note:  title from WHB

HERE

The Hawk Corner Room 3:53pm

I was That Pouty Child

stomping Her Left Foot

when She couldn’t see

G-O-D written in The Sky

Forty-five years later I am

looking at The Clouds

billowing behind streams of flurries

out over The Ocean

when the notion of God

is no longer literal

MY ONLY PROBLEM

The Hawk Corner Room 2:38pm

I sit upstairs in The Corner Room

temporarily vacated by Eliza

I look out to the layers of grey

in My Winter Sky

I wear My Usual Black

& wonder why

I have an anonymous Gravatar

ALLEGIANCE

The Hawk Corner Room 12:15pm

I Stand At Attention

with The Ocean View before Me

with The Picture of My Mother’s Face

wearing only Her Orange Lipstick —

Her Heavy-lidded Eyes

Green and Happy —

I Am Here because of Her

and My Arrival has taken

Eons

ESPERANZA

The Hawk Kitchen 1:22pm

When The Time XComes

We Will Meet

& Fall Together

On Our Sandy Hook