Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: mother

ELIZA 2

The Hawk Window Seat 10:55am

Gub Plays Her Guitar

& Sings In My Cathedral

I Am Completed

“CHICK-A-DEE”

The Hawk Deck 11:34am

The Chick-a-dee calls Me

away from My Self

to The Time of My Mother

when My Mother fed Them

& Me

in Valley Cottage

& called to Them

“Chick-a-dee-dee

Chick-a-dee-dee”

Here on The Hawk

Those Little Birds

take Me back

to when I was A Little Girl

raised by a single mother

in My First Real Home

My Real Home Now

is here on The Hawk

Fifty Years Later

where I listen

to The Chick-a-dees

of My Choosing

DREAM # 22

The Hawk Kitchen 1:22am

I Have Risen From The Dream

Of My Mother’s Cure

Of Her Malignant Brain Tumour —

In The Dream I Befriended

Her Doctor

With Whom I Had Had

A Strained Relationship

Since The Day He Examined

My Back

When I Was Wearing A Black Bra

All That I Have Lived For

The Hawk Deck 7:47pm

All That I Have Lived For

Is Wrapped Up In This Moment

As I Am Wrapped In My Heavy Grey Bathrobe

With The Spears Of Light Forever Above Me

And All Down Around Me

How Have I Gotten This Far?

Through A Child’s Adoration Of A Pair

Of Love Birds To A Mother’s Love

Of Her Dearest 2.4’s

The Evening Light Is Upon The East

Illuminating The Scrub Spruce Forest

And I Have Come This Far

FROM A WOULD-BE ANTI-CHOICE PROTESTER

The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:57pm

What would I say if faced

with a pregnant woman about to walk

into an abortion clinic?

“That Human You Carry

Comes From You —

To Kill It Is To Kill A Sacred Part

Of Your Self”

ORGANISM TO HER HOST

The Hawk Portico 5:05pm

We are sucked to The Ocean

like little girls

in tiny suits

lolling

in the salty surf

ANSWER: MY BLUE JAY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:55pm

Who gave Me This Life

where I can write

poetry all day

& look out the windows —

Who gave Me This Place

filled with birds

& house dust

lint balls I don’t have

to examine to see

They’re nothing more

than Galaxies —

Who gave Me This Start

out of the ebb

of hospitalizations

straddled between

two husbands, a dead mother

& The Love Of A Puny Man

I somehow see

as Heroic?

LUCIDITY

The Hawk Queen Bed 9:17am

The Chickadee is of The Spirit —

My Sweet Departed Mom

The Jay is of My Flesh & Bone

The Colour of Broad Daylight —

My Contemporary Love

CRUNCH

The Hawk Outpost 9:48am

There Was A Title

On My Mother’s Shelves:

Munching On Existence*

I Bite My Apple

As I Look Out

Favouring No Resistance

*Robert A. Raines

“Good Night, My World!”

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:32pm

Let Me Find My Silver Pen

To Write On Your Forehead

As You Lie Back

With Your Eyes Closed —

Let Me Write On You —

Above All

I Love You —

You’re Not Going To Die

You Will Have Your Fill Of Dreams

Happy And Bad, Terrible Even —

But You Must Go Through

The Terror

And Comfort

Of The Night

In Order To Wake —

Go To Sleep My Precious World —

Let Me Rock You To Sleep

Let Me Draw My Label

My Signature

On Your Forehead —

Let Me Find My Red Felt Pen

My Permanent Marker

To Draw Upon You

Above Your Eyes

A Fleshy Heart

Filled In With Red

Out-lined By Black