July 22nd 2012 THE HAWK DECK 10:46am
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I slurped the last
of a juice pack
& thought of how I didn’t eat
years ago when I weighed
111 lbs
& what did I drink?
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July 23rd 2012 THE HAWK BEDROOM 9:04am
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Today I Rise
to The Edge of Depression
sitting in The Bed
of My Pea Soup Hospital Room
with The Window Wide Open
to let in Bird Calls
of Wellness
My Graffiti Years
may have begun
when I was a hospital patient
supposedly recovering at home
while My Father visited
& drove Me scheming
to emblazon each of The Town’s public mirrors
with one Gold Emblem
each with the word “God” inscribed
to describe the reflected viewer
Maybe I Should I Have Used Silver Stickers?
I wonder if I am going
to fall into a routine —
sleeping with My Pills
showering in The Morning
walking to The Infirmary
visiting Dr Blair —
walking back to The Hotel
awaiting My Message
There