Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: God of All People

MY SPIRITUAL SELF

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:48pm

My Preciousness I will dress for You

in White & Silver

to meet You at The Pearly Gates

with a bouquet of Almond Roses

I will take Your Right Hand with My Left

as I have longed to for these back-to-back decades

I will be in Contrast to Your Blackness

to Your Latency

I will provide The Opposition

for Our Reconciliation painted Grey

 

LAST CEREMONY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:10pm

Not even charging black dogs

could hold Me back

from The Offered Rose braced

against the sea shore stones

to let Me throw out

into the foaming tide

the detritus of My Mother’s Death

MY SHOWER OF LIGHTS

The Hawk Corner Room NOON

My Shower of Silver Lights

goes untainted

to shine BIGGER & BRIGHTER & BETTER

than It ever was

before

It’s Mine

ALL MINE

I’VE KICKED GOD IN THE NUTS

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:35pm

I’ve Kicked God in The Nuts

out

of My House

He is No Longer Welcome Here

He has Fucked My World Over

ever since It was Created

out of a blob of liquid sun

He has Fucked with The Minds

of All of Humanity

since We were Placed Here

by Alien Intelligence

in An Unprotected Garden

naked to Our Truth

naked to Our Desire

for The Understanding

of The Power

of Our Minds

GOD CAN GO FUCK HIMSELF

The Hawk Bench of Fortification 2:45pm

Through My Anger

Through My Female God’s Anger

I will Construct

not peace (that’s so old it hurts)

I will Construct

a New Way of Seeing

for The Whole Planet

— oh, It may take Some Time —

but I’m aiming to use My Time

until I Die, and then some

VOICE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:00pm

This Tomato-coloured Voice

is My Director’s Chair

I Listen to Know One

but The God I Made

speaking to Me from My Right Shoulder

with An Orange Flower

in Her Dark Hair

My Husband & Daughter

have abandoned My Notions

of God, Individuality

Desire

to Them I Am Silent

but to My Self

I Am All Powerful

JOURNAL ENTRY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:00pm

“Maybe He has carried You far enough”

“But He will carry Me for The Rest of My Life”

“You are happy, now, where You are”

“Are You trying to tell Me to get rid of Him?”

“No, but just keep Him In Reserve”

“Yes, maybe I can do that.  He needn’t be

in the forefront of My Mind”

“He needn’t be in the forefront

of The World”

ARE YOU ALL SILVERED OUT?

The Hawk Kitchen 11:11am

Those *2* Giant Blocks

of Rectangular Silver

Came Crashing Down

on My Miles of Silver Duct Tape

on My Miles of Watery Plastic Sheeting

on My Ten-thousand Square Feet of Dacron Canvas

laid out, smoothed out

weighed down by 400 Sand Bags

Painted for Thousands of Office Workers

It was My

Self Organizing Galaxy

It All Came Crashing Down

in Zillions of Silver Streaks

on My Head on The Afternoon of March 31st, 1993

I have been crawling out ever since

note:  title from WHB

SERVER NOT FOUND

February 9th The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:58pm

The Internet is down

with a Red Exclamation Mark

notifying This Account

of no connection

I am connected

I am tuned in

on My Island attached

by a flooded causeway

to the rest of The Province

to the rest of The World

I could be, am I?

That Server

February 10th The Hawk Corner Room Noon

Can You make a poem

out of a News Report

of an eleven-year-old Boy

killed by carbon monoxide poisoning

while a Father shovelled snow

a Son kept warm

by an idling engine?

1:00pm

I could be that Determined Girl

Who shut Her Self in Her Room

stared at Her Self in Her Dresser Mirror

until The Glaring Face

moulded It Self into distorted patches

of brooding dark hues

I could have a lock-in

a lock-down

with the radio on for music

but not for News

HERE

The Hawk Corner Room 3:53pm

I was That Pouty Child

stomping Her Left Foot

when She couldn’t see

G-O-D written in The Sky

Forty-five years later I am

looking at The Clouds

billowing behind streams of flurries

out over The Ocean

when the notion of God

is no longer literal