Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: existence

IN CASE OF EMERGENCY GATHER HERE

November 14th, 10:22pm

Lying in a pool of onlookers

My Eyes are closed

then open to see His Face:

“Live, Damn It, Live!”

He holds the back of My Neck

“I’m afraid I can’t —

I’m afraid –”

“Live For The Moment!”

A Siren erupts

spacing The Crowd

I get jostled onto a stretcher

but He stays with Me

I can hear His Lilting Voice

giving directions

among the alarmed barrage of questions:

Is She Alright ?

Did They Get The Shooter?

He stays in attendance

“DVD — Remember Me!”

to DVD

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:10pm

I felt Your Little Black Heart

wrap around Me

as I traversed the rainy Sobey’s Parking Lot

My Hair Newly Cut

You grabbed My Black Bullet-proof Vest

shouting “Live, Damn It, Live”

THE HAWK DECK 4:22pm

I see a great hull of a cloud

draining an isolated shower

out over The Atlantic

blue-grey into blue-grey

I have begun reading

Anne Yarbrough’s Bowl of Light

a beautiful record of Her Time

living on Mc Nutt’s Island —

Eliza says she wants to read it too

THE HAWK KITCHEN VIEW 4:35pm

I stand in sublimity

observing The November Sun

setting Its Light

against The Panorama of Spruce

out My Back Kitchen Door —

Subtle Clouds are rippled

like beach sand

& The Crows have yet

to finish My Offering

of old Shepherd’s Pie

PROSPECTIVE BUYER

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:00am

It’s Time I Said Good-Bye

to My Mother

right from where I stand Today

I will not be going out to The Island

with The Alternative Energy Tech —

My Daughter will go in My Stead —

I can rely on Eliza

as My Mother relied on Me —

I will not be going down memory lane

to The Thoreau House in the woods

built by My Mother’s Perfect Son-in-law

I will not be going There —

I will not be sweeping up dead flies

in My Mother’s Island House —

I swept the flies there alone once

when I was 18 — Eliza’s age —

to open The Place for My Mother’s arrival —

Today Eliza will be readying for a prospective buyer

& I will not be walking down to The Lower Orchard

to visit My Mother’s Limestone Squirrel

perched on Her Granite Marker —

Today I Stand in Eliza’s Corner Room upstairs

Here At The Hawk

& gaze upon The Panorama of Sun’s Rays

filtering down on My Atlantic Home

THE TOMATO-COLOURED COUCH 10:50am

Today I drove past a black cat

the size & shape of Astro

stretched out dead

on the road into Clark’s Harbour

I wondered if He was loved

as much as I love Astro

I wondered if He could have been hit

because of His Blackness

TRANSITION

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:00pm

The Sun Is Setting

to The New South West

sending rays through

layered clouds

— rays that used to fall

on the heads of saints —

now into The Ocean

illuminating the bank in orange-gold

along My Piece of Horizon

THE HAWK BEDROOM 3:30pm

I came upstairs

to brush My Teeth

& there was That Silver

this time out on a swath of ocean

to The South West

gleaming for Me

through Silver Clouds

My Power Is In Silver

though I wear

The Colour Black

Silver is from The Moon

Our Eye-Dent-i-Teye

WHAT IS BLACK JESUS?

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:05pm

Black Jesus is external

no matter how much He tries

to get inside Me

yesterday I turned Him into dialogue

today He’s merely a cloak I wear

in case I want to say something challenging

in public

He’s NOT My Partner

He’s just a persona —

let’s keep it that way

HEY

The Hawk Family Room 6:25pm

Hey, I Black Jesus

I Five year Ol’

My Girl Fren Beat Me Up

today I ax Her

do She have titties

Bitch say Yes

but She My Age

She din show Me none