Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: existence

SCHIZOPHRENIC VISION

The Hawk Kitchen 4:15pm

Dear DVD:

I Saw You

On TV Today

Shiny & Flashy

Coloured Spears Of Light

As A Hand-held

Signal

To

Me

YEAR 22

The Hawk Kitchen 2:22pm

I AM IN THE YEAR 22

since My Mother’s Illness

& Death

The Shower Of Lights

is ensconced within this frame

The Kitchen Glass Doors reveal My Environment

ensconced in snow

I AM SLEEPING NORMALLY NOW

PONDEROUS

The Hawk West Desk Window 7:50pm

See My Face

Left Eye Closed

right eye of reflection

Chin Within Right Thumb & Forefinger

left hand in reflection

encompassed by The Star Field

of dental floss spatter

ROYAL FUNDS TRANSFER

The Tomato-coloured Couch 9:18am

I Am A Performance Artist

My Life Is My Stage

Dressed In Black & Silver

With Red Lace Underwear

Red Lipstick

On A Cold Monday Morning

I Am Ready To Go

To The Bank

FIGURE IN BLACK

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:22pm

If I’m gonna be A Super Hero

I gotta dress like One —

I’m a lil’ red blood cell

on The Highway down

to Hunter’s Operation —

I’m plannin’ My Outfit

for comfort & speed:

black leggins’, black socks n’ underwear

black kicks, black Tattoo sweater —

today I bought My New Black Bullet-proof Vest

black ankle boots w’ silver buckles

in case there’s snow —

I’ll be hidin’ My Red

in those bleak corridors

& waitin’ room

I REMEMBER

The Hawk Kitchen 6:50pm

I remember those dirty-necked boys

— what they tried with me —

the one in 4th grade

who put dimes in my desk

until he confessed

& breathed his lips

across my neck —

the one on my father’s farm

who shifted in the bed

of an old pick up

to the left of me on an extracted truck seat

under a discarded printed comforter

I distinctly remember —

he tried nuzzling me:

“What are you doing?”

“Giving you a hickey.”

“What? — I’m only eleven!”

STOP

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:40pm

A Drop of Blood

looking like an old sun

stops You Dead In Your Tracks

even if It came from a bloody nose

You hurry to get a cloth

to wipe It up

as if in shame

SHIFT

The Hawk West Desk Window 1:22pm

This Morning when I rose from Bed

H’s Black Tablet Stopped Me

Dead in My Tracks

Stopped My Anxiety-making

pre-rising thoughts

of H’s upcoming operation

Stopped Me as I held The Black Screen in My Right Hand:

9:11

in white

ESPERANZA

The Hawk Kitchen 1:22pm

When The Time XComes

We Will Meet

& Fall Together

On Our Sandy Hook

I AM YOUR BLACK SWAN

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:00pm

I Am Your Black Swan

flying off a nostalgic rooftop

into fields of civility —

My Feathers Ruffle

at The Strife of Humanity’s

changeover

from Man’s World — Man’s God

into

Woman’s