Joanna Gilman Hyde

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The Little Man

The Hawk Kitchen 5:07pm

When I was A Little Girl

My Grandfather had a bedtime ritual

out on Our Summer Porch in Jordan Bay:

“Say Good Night To The Little Man”

so I would say Good Night each night

to a little seated fishing figure

dressed like Waldo

in a knitted striped sweater

holding a fishing rod

He sat on a pile of pretty rocks and shells

in a corner display case — how

could My Grandfather ever have known

that My Mother would name

Her Single-channel McNutt Island Weather Radio

“The Little Man”

& that She would take Him to bed

& rest Him on Her Chest

listening to His droning, squeaky Voice

lulling Her to sleep?

How could My Grandfather ever have known

that twenty years after My Mother died

I would put My Self to sleep

every night while My Husband holds My Hand

with a rumination about A Little Man

I see linked to Me

from where I began

to where I will end

when I see no beginning

no end?

BACKYARD BEHAVIOUR

The Hawk Kitchen 2:45pm

My Morning Ritual is over

I’m not sorry — We’re trying to save the birds

in the backyard — a compost section

in a hedge may have been the culprit

— I would throw My Daily Banana Peel

there as I munched in contemplation

standing in My Bathrobe

or Pyjamas

until My Astute Daughter

pointed out that birds go after My Leavings

& Our More Limber Cat(s?) go after Them

COULD I PUT MY PEEL

IN THE NEW COMPOST BUCKET UNDER THE SINK

AND STILL TAKE MY BANANA OUTSIDE?

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The Hawk West Desk Window 12:13pm

I saw An Angel Once

— while My Mother lay dying —

She Flew from Left to Right

amidst The Bows of A Lofty Pine

I told My Mother Where To Look

for Belly, Arms, Sleeves

She turned Her Head, My Mother did

so She Never Leaves

I HAVE A PLAN

The Hawk Queen Bed 10:34pm

My Master Plan is to be The Star

Super like no other

so that all I touch will turn to Silver

& all I own to Gold

I will dress My Self as I do now

with careful thought & pride

& live upon My Cans of Soup

My Flame Flung Far & Wide

I CAN WRITE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:17pm

I can write whatever I want

a privilege not held in all countries

there, where Women are struggling

while I sit in My Sea-side Outpost

wanting to give, will, Them The Power

I have

to fight the wars Their Men

have made

to fight the hunger of Their

babes

what can I do

but write

My Freedom

& hope It spreads?

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SILVER & GOLD

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:35am

Silver makes All The Difference —

It holds Reflected Light — You Can See

Your Self in Its gleaming surface

like The Moon

unrubbed It is neglected

stood upon It is sacred

Gold holds no such properties —

merely an internal glow

raging like The Sun

coveted by Men

We Are In The Silver Era

THE AVIARY

The Hawk Portico 2:10pm

I live in a spring-sung aviary

— it has no cage —

I sleep to the peepers

birds mark the day

they have no boundary

but the shore beyond

I live My Life in sustenance

long past the unsung

chapters I wrote

devoted to loss —

now I am here

with wings

as My Cross

While My Eggs Are Boiling

The Hawk Kitchen 10:22am

There is a general assumption that men are intelligent

unless otherwise stated

whereas, with women, if a woman’s intelligence shows

She is deemed “an intelligent woman.”

THE HAWK MUSKRAT POND

April 5th, The Hawk West Desk Window 10:50pm

Tonight I Hear The Peepers First

A Sound I Hold So Dear

Heralding My Spring To Me

Allaying All I Fear

Such As Death

So Near To Me

I Read Of Just That Fate

For One Guy F. Tozzoli In New York

Who Permitted Me To Paint

Miss Matched

The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:57pm

I’ve been mismatched All My Life

yet all these cock-eyed relationships

have lead to The Castle I now occupy:

My Beautiful Home By The Sea

housing six cats, All My Artwork

& thirty pounds of diaries