Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: existence

AFTER RUDDER’S

Yarmouth, NS 8:30pm

I saw that institutional building

in the sunset haze

over Yarmouth Harbour

perhaps for the last time

— Oh how I can taste being entrenched there

“Patient X”

a basket case

“with delusional aspects”

Who wouldn’t eat

for years it seemed

yet turning out of Yarmouth

a pink ray fell upon My Page

SECURITY

The Hawk Deck NOON

The harsh call of The Crow

interspersed with My Meandering Mind

alerts Me to what

I am thinking

as an accent mark

an exclamation point:

Yes — I am happy

here on My Deck

I am secure

— oh! another Crow —

I am secure here

but My Mind is connected

to a twenty-year-old

event

which has guided Me

to this place of solace

and guides Me still

THE JAYS

The Hawk Portico 6:40pm

The Jays Have The Propensity

To Call Me Away To My Childhood

Raised By A Single Mother

On Top Of A Hilly One Acre

In Woods Of Birdsong

& Blind Man’s Bluff

LAST NIGHT’S POEM

The Hawk Queen Bed 7:35am

I Hear The Surf Surge Through

My Open Black Window

& One Solitary Fog Horn Echoing

As If It Were Six

I AM A BABY

The Hawk Queen Bed 6:30pm

I Am A Baby

In A Bassinet On A Beach

How Many Of Us Have Been Born On The Surging Crest?

How Many Of Us Will Die Upon The Ebb?

I Am Rocked To Sleep

By The Rhythm

I Am Awakened

To My Infancy

I MADE A BED

The Hawk Portico 5:15pm

I Made A Bed

Of Crystal Sheets

& Strew Them Head To Toe

I Laid Across Them A Quilt

Of Rings Of

Pink & Green To Show

I Still Had Christmas

Somewhere Deep

Tried To Let It Go

But My Lover Never Materialized

— He’s Of The Mind —

Still, At Best, My Shadow

SIGNATURE CALL

The Hawk Portico 3:00pm

The Signalling Call Of The Gull

Is To Alert Others

But That I Too Hear It

Must Mean, Momentarily,

That I Am In An Exchange

Of

Ear

And

Voice

ENCOUNTER WITH SELF

The Hawk Deck 12:30pm

I am out of the literal

& metaphoric bed

of My First 52 Years

I have been shedding My 145 pounds

& am down to a proper 136

with two cups of tea

& half a banana left by Eliza

I have suffered a 24-hour fatigue

& wondered if I was not eating enough —

So What Will Become of My

Shredded Manuscript?

(need I remind You, My Audience,

that 2 copies may, with the Luck of God,

still exist)

& if  They do not?

I must accept Their Loss

& shed Them as well

NEXT?

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:52pm

I Am The Silver Bullet

Circling This Globe

Spermatozoan

In My Femininity

NARY A CAT

The Tomato-coloured Couch 8:00pm

All Other Losses

Seem To Culminate

In The Loss Of A Pet:

down to The Fish Plant I went

in the blowing fog

to look for Cami

& saw nary a cat

only a nice man

who wondered what I wanted

“I’m looking for a lost cat”

“Oh, I’ve had about five people so far

this summer —

one fella even had a picture — ”

believe it or not

a helium balloon

flew

overhead