Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: existence

INSIDE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:18pm

The Polish has been subdued a little

off My Sparkling Day —

I am inside with the cool wind out

The Radio is on

I am drinking copious quantities of water

from My Glass Marked “LIFE”

1:25pm

The World can reach into My Heart

& pull out all The Hope It Needs

to get Us through this rough time

this transition from Gold to Silver

Day to Night

Sun to Moon

West to East

Man to Woman

Yes, take It all —

It’s free, right here

My Hope Lives

Where I Live

 

A BEE TOLD ME TO WRITE THIS

The Hawk Deck 11:35am

I am not beyond writing

how good I feel

sitting in the sun

in the privacy of My Deck

I look to the ocean

for inspiration

& find all I need

within The Self I am today

— A Supreme Self

basking in the knowledge

of all things

coming to good

Ultimately

THE SENTINEL

The Hawk Deck 10:06am

I Am Guarding My Ocean

I Am Watching For Birds

To Record Their Song

Accompanying Each Moment

Of Scenic Bliss

A Dog Barks, A Neighbour Calls

To Another

While I Sit

In My Red Deck Chair

Taking Stock

CLARITY

The Hawk Deck 9:17am

The Air Has Cleared Here

The Ocean Dazzles My Brain

I Am Up For The Morning

In What Feels Like Early Fall

I Am Leaving Behind

Every Past Anxiety

Looking Forward To The New Aerial View

Of This Planet

Upon Which

I Thankfully Reside

ON THE PSYCH WARD

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:51pm

I had to line up at 9:00pm

for My “Meds”

with monotonous regularity

during My Confinement(s)

where My “Activity Level” was marked

“O” on a big white bulletin board

& all I could do to occupy My Self

was write in My Diary

never finish a jigsaw puzzle

& put up signs in My Room

stating “I Am The Figurative Christ”

& “I Am Starving (literally) for Somebody

Nobody Knows” — name spelled out on sign —

(They made Me take the signs down)

 

LOOKING EAST

The Hawk Deck 7:30pm

Nothing will unhinge My Happiness

here —

no dying or dead parents

no deranged brother

no cloak of depression

only My Black Cat Astro

— if He were to die

I would be heart-broken:

My Happiness mauled to pieces

THE GIRL & THE TOWER

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:11pm

I am the eleven-year-old school girl

trudging up Mountainview Avenue

deliberately crossing through woods

in front of My House

rather than take the paved drive way

I am a Tower of Poetic License

I write My Life as It comes to Me

in grades of Sterling Silver

in shades of reconciliation

between black & white

I am Alive

& I know it

even in My Seep

MY BODY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:50pm

My Body is My Universe

have I said this somewhere else —

outside of My Self?

My Body is all I know

for sure

of My Existence

exposed & exposing

galactic patterns on My Limbs

My Torso

My Intelligent Cells

work wonders of upkeep

circulating

even when I sleep

BUTTERFLY

The Hawk Portico 4:08pm

How many dead souls

can be attached to one

Butterfly?

No one near to Me has died

recently

yet there before My Stoop

flitted One for the taking

like The Birds

Who go unadorned

with such heraldry

MY JOB

The Hawk Portico 2:15pm

It’s My Job

to write about The Sinuosity

of My Neighbour’s Flag

momentarily out straight

It undulates in what wind

We have —

hypnotic in Its Red Swaths

Its Red Maple Leaf luffing

indelibly against The Forever

Blue Sea