Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: existence

WEEKEND MORNING

The Hawk Deck 9:48am

The Waves Are Still

In The Quiet Fog

The Coffee Steeps

I Read My Blog

BACK FROM NOVA SCOTIA

The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:15pm

Every September after Labour Day

Our Pets

recognized the smell of Rockland County

by lifting Their Noses to the humid air

crossing the Tapanzee Bridge

happy to be coming back

to Their Most Familiar Grounds

overgrown with dried leaves

and neglect —

They couldn’t be aware

of Our Mother’s apprehensions

for a house vacated by summer tenants:

She usually said

“The House isn’t too bad”

but complained about the yard

while I adjusted to sleeping

in the dark dense air

of My School Year Room

RECEPTION

The Tomato-coloured Couch 1:00pm

There Was No Little Yellow Bird

In The Scraggly Apple

When I Said My Prayer

Today

But The Waves Were There

The Waves Heard Me

And So My Prayer

Is Answered

RADIO-ACTIVE

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:22am

I Am The Demonstrative Child

dancing naked in Her Babysitter’s living room

go ahead & look at Me

get stuff off Me

what I have to offer

is in My Mind

You can grab It —

The New Social Reform

but I put My Foot down

when The Song’s over

AMBIANCE

The Hawk Living Room 8:30pm

After supper in Valley Cottage

My Brother & I turned on

the overhead light

Our Mother never used

& turned & twirled

until We were dizzy

We lay down on the thin carpet

happily feeling Our Living Room

spin

“IT’S ALL PAID FOR — IT’S ON THE REFRIGERATOR”

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:11pm

“Our Family deals with Its Dead

in a peculiar way

My Dad is buried under The Pine Tree named Helmuth

— Not My Dad but His Ashes —

We go sometimes & pour beer on Him

because He liked beer

He was in a one-gallon ice cream container

in the trunk of Mom’s Chevy Nova —

before The Pine Tree

My Father, Helmuth Art Putz, was in a beer stein

about a foot and a half tall

That Pine Tree grows exponentially —

Here’s Your Mom, in a golden box —

I was prying It open with a screwdriver —

I wasn’t sure if the ashes were really My Mother —

after We threw My Mom & Granmom into the river

— not Them, Their ashes —

We asked for a sign

all the lilly pads were stagnating

We threw in irises

a blue heron flew overhead

& the lilly pads lifted up”

HAREM OF ONE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:20pm

Would I be unfair or inaccurate

not to include My Daughter

in this singularly female household

supported by One Man

& One Daughter’s Inheritance (that’s Me!)

living a life of leisure

& art —

am I being unfair

to My Self — afterall

I grocery shop

take out the trash

clean occasionally

& try to cook

CORPOREAL MORNING

The Hawk Deck 8:56am

The foggy dew

is still on the scrub spruce

in hues of grey and green

the waves are close

somatic

& I am fully here

ready to take in

The Day

SERVICE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:45pm

I Am Able To Set The Table

As I Am

Your Reason For Schizophrenia —

a played-out conundrum

I Am The Reason

The Intellect Behind

Child-like Frankness

I Am The Purpose

Behind Hallucinations

Sleep Deprivation

Voices From Afar

As I Am The Human Being

Capable Of Imagining

Any Vision, Any Dream

Capable Of Consuming

The Place Set

For Our Changing Minds

QUESTIONS ON THE BARRINGTON BAY TRAIL

The Hawk Deck 1:22pm

This morning I took a walk

along The Barrington Bay Trail

on the far extension I passed

A Boy and His Father/Uncle

The Boy strode up to Me

asking if there is a difference between

plum sauce and sweet n’ sour —

I replied, “Not much — why

are You asking about sauces

so early in the morning?”

The Uncle/Father explained:

“He’s just been to McDonald’s”