Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Tag: existence

THE TRICK

The Hawk Portico 4:41pm

I have been on The Left-hand Side

of Madness

when I thought I knew something

no one else could know

but in My Terror

I called My Muse

Who sat steady

on My Left-hand Shoulder

& spoke to Me

through My Heart

to assure Me

that not only He

but the entire World

already

knows

My

Secret

SUNSHINE ON DECK

The Hawk Deck 10:40am

I’m a wanna-be Spiritual Leader

I wanna teach Humanity

to love Itself

How corny is that?

Here on My Deck I love

in The Light Of Morning

I wanna cry out

“Love Your Selves!”

The heck with God —

We bumbling Humans

are where It’s At

Look what We can make

of Our Selves

Wanna Bet?

 

SETTING THE TABLE

The Hawk Kitchen 7:13pm

There’s something so satisfying

about letting A Fly out

a sliding glass door —

It’s as if all Your Problems

go along with It

& You can stand back

& look at The Sky

in Its sunset-hued pink

& think There Is No Better

Way

CANCELLATION?

The Hawk Portico 3:10pm

That Little Man was not any part

of My Magnificent Shower Of Silver Lights

March 31st 1993

He came later

October 22nd 1993

Can I cancel Him out now

twenty years since

He caressed My Arms

in silence

upon My Conveyance

“There

Is

A

God”

?

Suddenly I drew in My Breath

but when I exhaled

was He Gone?

BUGS

The Hawk Portico 2:15pm

The Insect World

IS This World

How I love Their hovering —

They can spy on Me

all They want

as I spy on Them

with Their iridescence

Their cellophane wings

or if They crawl

Their multitudinous legs

They’re the only Aliens

We need

DESSERT

The Hawk Kitchen 7:14pm

I took Dr Blair

His Dessert

of frozen berries thawed

in the microwave

& two scoops of French Vanilla Ice Cream

I took It to Him

under the low light

in The Hawk Family Room

where He sat by The Computer

looking elegant

I was serving

A Very Important Man

Who can’t seem to retire

even though His Back

is killing Him

“COOKIES”

The Hawk Basement 12:39pm

When My Mother first had Her Brain Tumour

diagnosed

She was tested as to functionality

by having to bake Chocolate Chip Cookies

unassisted

in a hospital kitchen

She was to follow a recipe

and I was with Her

not allowed to help

but I don’t remember

how, or if

They came out

 

RETIREMENT

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:38pm

Fall is finished for Me now

as soon as I saw

Its leaves along the grounds

of My Husband’s Office

No other flurry of fall

will strike Me the same

as This Summer’s Turning

Its brash array

scattered before The Edifice

of My Husband’s Career

Fifty Falls in the making

I WILL FEED THE MULTITUDES

The Hawk Basement 11:25am

My Eyes for Our Visions

My Nose for Our Memories

My Mouth for Our Delight

My Brains for Our Dreaming

My Breasts for Our Sustenance

My Genitals for Our Desire

My Arms for Our Embracing

My Hands for Our Work

My Feet for Our Mobility

My Innards for Our Digestion

of Me

My Heart for Our Love

 

MATURATION

The Hawk Living Room 3:42pm

When I was A Child Of Sex

I swallowed The Semen

of anonymous men

unremembered — the men

not The Taste —

now in My Upstanding Years

I have sex with One Man

and besides

We don’t do That