Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: Dr W Hunter Blair

SLEEP

The Hawk Portico 4:50pm

I seem to be developing a pattern

of going back to sleep

after Hunter leaves for work

possibly to make up for the nocturnal interruptions

of letting Astro out

back in

of waking well before the alarm

waking & waiting

to rise & make the coffee

or take out the trash

as happened today

& today I did go back to sleep

dreamed

& so resurrected the remainder

of the day

even painted a small pine table Peter built

long ago & left unclaimed

to use now in the new library

for Hunter’s Stereo

NEXT DAY

The Hawk Queen Bed 2:22pm

In Bed in lavish purple

bedding & robe & calico cat

window open to the spring

I sit This Afternoon

with My Worn Out Husband

on the remnants

of a stomach bug, He & I

reading financial reports

off His Nexus Tablet

& planning how He can keep

working, rowing

& feeding the cats

NAKED

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:30pm

There’s a man out of The Tub

Who doesn’t belong to Me

He’s My Husband in name only

& stands at My Side

to watch The Opalescent Sky

& The Sun go down

with Bands of Cloud

I HAVE A MESSAGE

The Hawk Family Room 4:52pm

I Have A Message

fuelled by One Blonde Beer

sitting in A Brown Leather Swivel Chair

looking South Out A Double Window —

My Husband lists the unavailability

of Silver

by domestic bullion dealers

My Message Is:  Gather Your Wits

buy what You can of Grain

& Gold

& hold onto Your Children, Your House

Your Guiding Beliefs

let not the government

break down Your Door

BEFORE SLEEP

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:11pm

When My Husband Holds My Left Forearm

I Am In The Child’s Embrace

I Must Grow Up Into My Self

& Be The Woman Now

Without My Mother, The Single Parent

for I had no father

MY BIRTHDAY

The Hawk Kitchen 10:22am

I watch the thorough glitter

out on The Water

through The Window Screen

(it’s too windy to sit outside)

My Husband’s Blood Pressure

is precarious

making Me jittery

while He’s at work

refusing to see HIS Doctor

SINGULARITY

The Hawk Kitchen 9:11pm

Something Broke Tonight:

It Wasn’t My Heart

It Wasn’t My “Nerves”

It Was A Clay Parrot

One Of A Non-identical Pair

hand-carved from Africa

used as falling-down bookends

By My Mother

Ornaments By Me

well, One got tipped off the top

of My hand-made doll cabinet

— landed on Its Beak —

that was It — crushed

pulverized & shattered

I Needed That

NOVA SCOTIA

The Hawk West Desk Window 7:36pm

I wore My Blue Nose Dress

red sleeveless top, blue skirt

with white linear arrows appliquéd

on front, pointing up

— or were they pointing down?

It was The Outfit I remember

of all My Childhood Ferry Crossings

driven from Valley Cottage, New York

by a sleep-deprived Mother

to Bar Harbour, Maine’s Blue Nose Port

— with a younger Brother I barely remember —

driven and ferried every summer to Nova Scotia

The Province I would stay in

all My Adult Life —

married twice

with the lives & death of My 2.4 Children —

to live in old houses

on an island

on the mainland in woods named Atlantic

in an historic town named Shelburne

in a doctor’s big white castle in Barrington Passage

& now a new house

— new island —

on the point farthest south:

The Hawk, Cape Sable Island

where My Second Husband sleeps

on low blood pressure

while maintaining His high pressure job

taking care of nearly half the population

this end of the county —

and what do I do?

I am a housewife —

The Laziest In The World

according to My Daughter

& I Write To Tell The World

MOMENT

The Hawk Queen Bed 9:40pm

I hear The Waves

My Backdrop to The Peepers

with My Husband’s Warm Hand

across My Left Arm

I am in My Cradle

My Bassinet

I will lie here

until

I die

SUPPLIED

Barrington Passage 6:15pm

I could sing a song

of cars & women —

all My Husband’s responsibility —

oil for The Lincoln Eliza refuses to drive

beer for My imbibere

& dinner reservations