Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: death

WITH A GLASS OF GASPEREAU VINEYARDS SEYVAL BLANC 2010

The Hawk Corner Room 5:00pm

Last night I lay on My Back

in bed with Hunter sleeping

picturing My Self asking

on Valentine’s Day

“DVD, should I get My Bullet Proof Vest now?”

I bet I can buy one on line

I experienced the sensation

never-before-felt

of a bullet hole

in the middle of My Back

just under My Right

Shoulder Blade

SNUG AS A BUG IN A RUG

January 29th The 103 7:49am

I have to be very grown up

this is what grown-ups do

They go to Operations

11:15am Queen Elizabeth II (Old VG) Halifax

“See Ya” rings out cheerily

in the halls

12:45pm

I wait, rest, in a room

thematically named “Beach”

Hunter was taken away @ 12:15

an hour & 45 minutes before scheduled

I wait to hear a “start time”

1:56pm

I am waiting for a “start time”

has the surgery started yet?

(note: shortly after writing this I was told

the “Cut Time” was 1:30

and was given a 3 hour “window”)

I see, for the first time,

10:22 is Really 22:22

on the 24 hour clock

(to spell it out for everybody)

It’s very loud around here — there’s

actually raucous laughter across

the hall

luckily I am the only person in this

“Beach Room”

(note:  one woman came in with reminiscences

of a trip through the Caribbean and described

how She would have jumped ship into the open arms

of a big black woman in the surf, who had a smile

as big as She was) 

2:30pm

(note: checked into The Lord Nelson)

3:00pm

(note: cell phone call from surgeon:

“Mrs Blair — I’m calling to say 

the operation went very well

Your Husband will be in Recovery

about two hours”)

(note: made phone calls to friends and relatives

had to find out Hunter’s Private Isolation Room

and visited Him there for a couple of hours

where the door was kept open and I was allowed

ungowned

though Hunter was a suspected MRSA* carrier

Hunter seemed wonderful — five abdominal incisions

for laparoscopy to fix a hernia and esophagus)

9:27pm The Lord Nelson Victory Arms Pub

I’m drinking Keith’s On Tap

& about to order a club

& Greek salad

The Waiter said

“You’re not from around here

are You”

*Methicillin Resistant Staphylococcus Aurius 

also known as The Super Bug

BLACK on BLACK on BLACK

The Hawk Kitchen 7:30pm

I Am That Woman

ready to go to War/Love

dressed fiercely in Black

AT HOME WEAR

The Hawk Kitchen 10:55am

PRO LIFE UNDERWEAR

Black Joe Fresh Push Up Bra

Size 38 B

Black Simon Chang Denim Leggings

Size 8

Royal Purple Sweater Top

Sterling Birk’s Esty Bangle

Sterling Birk’s Hoop Earrings

Gold, Platinum, Diamond Birk’s Wedding Band

Gold, Platinum, Diamond Birk’s Engagement Ring

Quartz Crystal, Diamond & Gold Birk’s Question Mark Ring

Ladies Bulova Open Heart Watch

Women’s LL Bean Sheepskin Slippers

8 Medium

STOCK #0 K67904

VN# 05488

MADE IN CHINA

090909

black socks

STOP

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:40pm

A Drop of Blood

looking like an old sun

stops You Dead In Your Tracks

even if It came from a bloody nose

You hurry to get a cloth

to wipe It up

as if in shame

ANNIE GET YOUR GUN

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:22pm

When I was five years old

My Mother took Me into New York City

to see The Musical Annie Get Your Gun

The Only Part I remember

was The Ballroom Scene

with actors holding plates of food

& I asked My Mother

“Is That Real Food?”

ALIEN MESSAGE

The Hawk West Desk Window 2:22pm

I have The Capacity

for Brilliance

for holding A Truth So Deep

Its revelation will not arise

at gunpoint

at loss of control

My Depth has Two Colours:

BLACK & PURPLE

My Radiance is Silver

shimmering information

for Our Human Place

known by ALL

OUT OF BED

The Tomato-coloured Couch 2:22pm

just as My Phone turned 10:22am

first line in My Head:

Glory To Our Dark Night

upon This Digital Cloud

for Sinners, Killers, They too

have Their Place

I LOVE

The Hawk Kitchen 9:00pm

I sat or paced

in that place of unfavourable recollection

where My First Husband

tried to feed Me a sandwich

telling Me I couldn’t come home

until “this idea” was out

of My Mind —

This I dead Idea

evolved from that hell hole

to My Freedom of Writing

fifteen or twenty years

away from confinement

& starvation

I am able to write

I LOVE

2012 in review

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