Joanna Gilman Hyde

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PROSPECTIVE BUYER

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:00am

It’s Time I Said Good-Bye

to My Mother

right from where I stand Today

I will not be going out to The Island

with The Alternative Energy Tech —

My Daughter will go in My Stead —

I can rely on Eliza

as My Mother relied on Me —

I will not be going down memory lane

to The Thoreau House in the woods

built by My Mother’s Perfect Son-in-law

I will not be going There —

I will not be sweeping up dead flies

in My Mother’s Island House —

I swept the flies there alone once

when I was 18 — Eliza’s age —

to open The Place for My Mother’s arrival —

Today Eliza will be readying for a prospective buyer

& I will not be walking down to The Lower Orchard

to visit My Mother’s Limestone Squirrel

perched on Her Granite Marker —

Today I Stand in Eliza’s Corner Room upstairs

Here At The Hawk

& gaze upon The Panorama of Sun’s Rays

filtering down on My Atlantic Home

THE HAWK NEW BEDROOM 2:15pm

Our New Bedroom

made new by The Floor

and careful arrangement of old furniture

— I got Eliza to help with The Bed —

is finished in the aftermath

of Super Sandy’s Nor’ Eastern Spiralling Edge

— Our only casualty here

the frayed and torn edges

of neighbouring Canadian Flags —

— Rain Warning still in the forecast —

but we will sleep

in refinement

amidst the unleashing roar of Our Ocean

THE HAWK PORTICO 4:45pm

How pleasant that was

having Eliza bring out Her Laundry Basket

to fold Her Clothes beside Me

as We both sat on The Stoop

listless in The Afternoon Light

— no wind —

mild enough for bare feet or socks

while We imagined what kind

of House Wife She would be:

“Better than You,” She said

I said, “So rich You would have a maid”

“So rich I could micro-lend

to poor women in Saudi Arabia”

THE DEAD CHICKADEE

The Hawk Living Room 6:40pm

I wrapped The Corpse

of My Mother

in Saran Wrap

so I could see Her better

& carried Her inside the house

My House

so I could hear Her better

I refrained from putting Her

inside the freezer

& carried Her instead

to the downstairs bathroom

to partake in the ceremony

befallen all The Others

Note:  This was written on the last page of My Keith Haring Journal

ELIZA HAEGHAERT HYDE

The Hawk Portico 1:15pm

On A Day Like Lovely Today

Eighteen Years Ago

I Laboured All Day

With My Daughter

Who Was Hardly A Labour

Born Into An Inflatable Pool

@ 9:04 That Night:

She Came Out PERFECT

THE HAWK PORTICO 6:15pm

I see My Neighbour’s Flag

luffing in the nil wind

smack-dab on the horizon

grey mixed with sky grey

It’s still hear-here

I hear The Waves

& birdsong in the distance

The Flag luffs

back & forth

My Daughter comes downstairs

brushing Her Teeth

before getting picked up

in a big black pick-up truck

I LOVE MY HOUSE

The Hawk Kitchen 9:22am

I Love My House

I am private here

public when I wanna be

I can have rye toast & marmalade

when Eliza takes the last banana

I can hang laundry in The Sun

& keep My Bathrobe on

TRANS PONDER 22

The Hawk Deck 9:00am

I See A Spider Web

Side On

It Is Galactic

The Spider In The Centre

Is Female

n’est ce pas?

PLAY HOUSE

The Hawk Deck 11:10am

I am married to A Very Handsome Doctor

even if He does have some age on Him

It adds to His Allure of Talk

on Occam’s Razor

I live in A Beautiful House By The Sea

& have all the breakfast supplies I need

a basement warehouse of foodstuffs & toilet paper

I have My Mother’s Play House on an island

& My Beautiful Daughter with Her Hot Shot Boyfriend

— He can finance A Mansion at the age of nineteen —

They’re already looking at House Plans

EMPHATIC STATEMENT

The Hawk Deck 2:22pm

What will happen with anything?

What will happen with

My One Surviving Manuscript

in My Father’s Widow’s House

in Vermont —

if It’s even There?

There’s a 6′ x 8′ painting There too

folded up, maybe in a file drawer

& I want It back

How will These Items

ever be returned?

They may have no monetary value

now

but I believe

The Manuscript at least

plays a part

in the unfolding

of Our Future