Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: childhood

ANSWER: MY BLUE JAY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:55pm

Who gave Me This Life

where I can write

poetry all day

& look out the windows —

Who gave Me This Place

filled with birds

& house dust

lint balls I don’t have

to examine to see

They’re nothing more

than Galaxies —

Who gave Me This Start

out of the ebb

of hospitalizations

straddled between

two husbands, a dead mother

& The Love Of A Puny Man

I somehow see

as Heroic?

WHAT ABOUT THE SUNSETS?

The Hawk Living Room 6:15pm

I stand at the screened-in window

higher than The Child I am

listening to two sounds

I Love:

I Love The Birds & I Love The Waves

am I being too simplistic?

Bird Life here on The Hawk

& the rhythm of surrounding Ocean

Feed Me

Sustain Me

Nourish Me

I Am Growing Up

in a small paradise

 

CRUNCH

The Hawk Outpost 9:48am

There Was A Title

On My Mother’s Shelves:

Munching On Existence*

I Bite My Apple

As I Look Out

Favouring No Resistance

*Robert A. Raines

TRANSFIGURATION 2

The Hawk Out Post 12:51pm

The Blue Jay

bore out of the bush

to a rock in My Far Yard

 then to The Scraggly Apple

— I kept My Eye on Him —

— feeling My Blood —

& He Came to

Me

He Came

 

THE SOCIALIZED CHILD

Barrington, NS 4:30pm

I Am That Child

climbing into Her Father’s Shopping Cart

talking in complete sentences

about The Monkeys at The Zoo

and The Snake in

The Snake House

I Am That Child

with blond hair pulled back

into a pony tail

asking Her Mother, repeatedly

“Who You wavin’ at, Mom?”

I Am That Dark Haired Child

alone beside a rock

with two sticks

as drum sticks

turning away from Old Men

to examine

Her Own Play

 

WARNING CRY

The Hawk Glass Table 3:00pm

Clear Squawk Of The Jay

Calls Me To My Infancy

His Nestlings Are Safe?

CLOUD DESSERT

The Hawk Outpost 5:07pm

Cumulus Clouds Line

My View

From My Kitchen Outpost

Off To The North East

They Rise Like

Ridges Of Ice Cream

I Have Only

To Place 3 Cherries

On Top

MY TIME

The Hawk Deck 9:08am

I Am Drinking In

The Silver

Of This 22nd Day

Of This 22nd Year

Into The Awakening

I

Have

Come

To This Ever-glade

Of Peace

&

Prosperity

Where I Reside

With My Loving Husband

&

My Beautiful Singing Daughter

Whether I Stay

Or Not

I Will Carry With Me

The Ages

Of Time

&

Be A Representative

Of The Life

We’ve Lived

Before

CLEANSING RITUAL

The Hawk West Desk Window 9:45pm

If God Creates

The Universe

She Does It Every Night

She Spits Out Stars

Against Her Mirror Image

in an effort to floss

Her Identity

then brushes thoroughly

aggressively

Her Set Of Calcified Moons

to eject a frothing paste

down

into

the

sink

hole

STATIONED

The Hawk Portico 3:15pm

I am like a Big Italian Woman

leaning on bare elbows

out an open window

surveying Her Neighbourhood —

does She hear The Birds

as She nods to Her Neighbours

& watches Children on bicycles?