Joanna Gilman Hyde

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Tag: black

FUCK EVERYTHING

The Tomato-coloured Couch 5:55pm

He & I are Black Jesus

crawling out of The Depths

of filth & squalor

out of Lies & Untruths

clawing Our Way Out

of The World Today, Tonight

into The Sublime

of misunderstood Union

HOW DO I EXIST?

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:56pm

I am The Little Girl —

stomach stuffed with Dipped Digestives

& Ginger Snaps

I am The Filthy Crow —

crazed & caged above A Cathedral-ceilinged

Living Room

I am The Entity Within —

pulsating to life

alerting My Gut, & so Me

to the impossibility

of Reconciliation

POST ONE THOUSAND

The Tomato-coloured Couch 9:22pm

Tonight I stood before

that incorrect microwave clock

to watch it turn from 10:20

to 10:22

& saw My Reflection

with hands clasped

in that deceitful pose

photographed on A Child’s Christmas Morning 

when I stood before

a brand new blond dolly

I didn’t like

 

BLACK LOVE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:54pm

I have A Black Love

searing My Heart

wrecking The Hearts

of Husbands —

My Black Love

is criticized by Women Friends

Who don’t get It:

My Devious Bond

seething within My Mind —

My Mind read like a tract

by My Horrible Little Lover

LARGER THAN LIFE

The Hawk Living Room 2:25pm

I hit the walls

square on

big bright screens

held Me, emblazoned

into the next century

and the next

on into the glorious replay

of The Shower Of Silver Lights

immortalized

BLACK FRIDAY

November 28th The Hawk West Desk Window 2:34pm

Black Jesus, He  a’Comin’

He gonna melt all dat snow

off dis Big Fat Snow Job

He gonna come outta hidin’

throw You a fast ball

He workin’ dis X Miss

He gotta girl fren

She be Him sometime

Dey works si’ by si’

Dey in love

STAR POWER

The Hawk West Desk Window 9:34pm

Everyone was once A Molten Star

far away from Everything, but part

of A Churning Galaxy with Its Own Identity

A Uniqueness cast into Our Humanness

and when We Die, We Return

to The Eternal Cycle

and burn

CALL OF THE DRUM

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:22am

What was I pounding for

steadily on that giant door

of The Therapeutic Quiet Room

locked in & beating My Heart Out

on a steel drum?

It was for The Primitive Woman

I was That Strongest Black Woman

wailing with My Fist

until My Watch Strap popped

& They came to The Smash Resistant Window

& thought I had stopped

MEASURABLE?

The Tomato-coloured Couch 6:47pm

What Is The Intrinsic Value

Of One Human Life

— Where — On This Planet —

Or Anywhere Else?

Is There Somewhere We Could Go

Where We Each Would Be Worth

All The Silver, All The Gold

On Some Other Planet — What If

It Didn’t Have Any — What If

It Had A Plethora Of Diamonds?

In My Book, We Better Stick

With What We Know

& I Know Each Of Us

Cannot Be Measured

Any Where

By Any Thing

LOWER LOVER

November 20th, The Tomato-coloured Couch 4:45pm

My Husband says I am at My Descriptive Best

writing about what’s around Me

but tonight I need to write what’s inside

I am talking to My Inner Him

incubated as an alien but He is from Me

The Persona of My Own Making

in My Gut

He is The Me I am in love with

fixed within My Lover — I wrote Lover!