Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

The Little Man

The Hawk Kitchen 5:07pm

When I was A Little Girl

My Grandfather had a bedtime ritual

out on Our Summer Porch in Jordan Bay:

“Say Good Night To The Little Man”

so I would say Good Night each night

to a little seated fishing figure

dressed like Waldo

in a knitted striped sweater

holding a fishing rod

He sat on a pile of pretty rocks and shells

in a corner display case — how

could My Grandfather ever have known

that My Mother would name

Her Single-channel McNutt Island Weather Radio

“The Little Man”

& that She would take Him to bed

& rest Him on Her Chest

listening to His droning, squeaky Voice

lulling Her to sleep?

How could My Grandfather ever have known

that twenty years after My Mother died

I would put My Self to sleep

every night while My Husband holds My Hand

with a rumination about A Little Man

I see linked to Me

from where I began

to where I will end

when I see no beginning

no end?

BACKYARD BEHAVIOUR

The Hawk Kitchen 2:45pm

My Morning Ritual is over

I’m not sorry — We’re trying to save the birds

in the backyard — a compost section

in a hedge may have been the culprit

— I would throw My Daily Banana Peel

there as I munched in contemplation

standing in My Bathrobe

or Pyjamas

until My Astute Daughter

pointed out that birds go after My Leavings

& Our More Limber Cat(s?) go after Them

COULD I PUT MY PEEL

IN THE NEW COMPOST BUCKET UNDER THE SINK

AND STILL TAKE MY BANANA OUTSIDE?

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The Hawk West Desk Window 12:13pm

I saw An Angel Once

— while My Mother lay dying —

She Flew from Left to Right

amidst The Bows of A Lofty Pine

I told My Mother Where To Look

for Belly, Arms, Sleeves

She turned Her Head, My Mother did

so She Never Leaves

I HAVE A PLAN

The Hawk Queen Bed 10:34pm

My Master Plan is to be The Star

Super like no other

so that all I touch will turn to Silver

& all I own to Gold

I will dress My Self as I do now

with careful thought & pride

& live upon My Cans of Soup

My Flame Flung Far & Wide

I CAN WRITE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:17pm

I can write whatever I want

a privilege not held in all countries

there, where Women are struggling

while I sit in My Sea-side Outpost

wanting to give, will, Them The Power

I have

to fight the wars Their Men

have made

to fight the hunger of Their

babes

what can I do

but write

My Freedom

& hope It spreads?

HOT FLASH

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:25am

I have turned toward The East

with The Sun Behind

and The Moon Ahead

toward The Women Who Wear

Gold On Their Wrists

Silver In Their Hair

In Societies Where They Are Allowed

to put Personal Wealth

on display

in order to Hold It

THE BIONIC WOMAN

The Hawk Basement approx. 10:00am

One Half Of Me Is Gold

— The Other Silver —

I Am The Bionic Woman

Watch Me Turn

Watch Me Switch

Can You Guess

Which Is Witch?

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SILVER & GOLD

The Hawk West Desk Window 8:35am

Silver makes All The Difference —

It holds Reflected Light — You Can See

Your Self in Its gleaming surface

like The Moon

unrubbed It is neglected

stood upon It is sacred

–

Gold holds no such properties —

merely an internal glow

raging like The Sun

coveted by Men

–

We Are In The Silver Era

THE AVIARY

The Hawk Portico 2:10pm

I live in a spring-sung aviary

— it has no cage —

I sleep to the peepers

birds mark the day

they have no boundary

but the shore beyond

I live My Life in sustenance

long past the unsung

chapters I wrote

devoted to loss —

now I am here

with wings

as My Cross

While My Eggs Are Boiling

The Hawk Kitchen 10:22am

There is a general assumption that men are intelligent

unless otherwise stated

whereas, with women, if a woman’s intelligence shows

She is deemed “an intelligent woman.”