Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

ATLANTIC 2

The Hawk Window Seat 10:52am

Years ago I left a house

with home-made curtains

& wooden floors

My Children both were babies there

& I was young with motherhood

& early marriage I thought was happy

until the onset of a tumour

inside My Mother’s Head

“Take An Ativan & Go To Bed”

The Hawk Queen Bed 12:18pm

I see The Deep Purple

of My Prescribed Nap

I hear The Fog Horn

against My Muffled Ear

The Rain is on The Sky Light

My Eyes are strained

against My Note Book

held in The Damp Dimness

of My Sleep-deprived

Afternoon

EASTERN VIEW

The Hawk Out Post 4:30pm

Eye walk to The Sky

held inside M(eye) Kitchen

Out Post

never am Eye lost

for answers seen within

layered clouds

of pinkish grey

& peaks of rooftops

gilded in the amber light

of M(eye) Earliest Evening

IN LOVE

The Hawk Out Post 1:06pm

I stand with My Morning

Coffee

in The Afternoon — delayed

by a fluky power outage —

I’m still in My Pyjamas

but it doesn’t matter

when I get My Shower

I Am A Free Woman

in love with the strapping band

of Ocean before Me

& My Forever Sky Above

FEROCITY

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:00pm

In December 1970 I wanted to possess

badly wanted

A Pair Of Love Birds

green & red —

sitting so close

in the local pet store

I had My nine-year-old heart set

on Them & cried to My Mother

that I had to have Them

to which She replied, “Joge, what if One Of Them

dies?”

Instead, on Christmas Morning I found

a beautiful Indian Ring Neck Parakeet

but He died That Day

at the bottom of His Golden Cage

& destroyed

My ability to see

The Singularity Of God

FEEDING THE CHILDREN

Tusket, NS 11:45am

When are We going to stop

hearing why Christmas should

or shouldn’t be —

or what it should or shouldn’t

be for?

Like an open van-load of toys

in a car dealer’s show room

to attract any child’s attention

with a sales woman’s pronouncement:

“It’s for the kids —

that’s what Christmas

should be for –“

LAVENDER LADY

Eliza’s Lavender Room 7:36pm

The Second Coming of Christ

has moved out of Her Husband’s Room

to afford greater access

to sleep without cats

— a temporary move —

but now to live

in the singularity of mind

DIVINE & HUMAN

as She programs Her Self

to open up The World

by saying “Good Night”

to Its mammoth past

THE WALK

The Hawk Outpost 1:50pm

With The Sublimity of The Morning

with Me making coffee for three

with Eliza baking blueberry muffins

I thought to write of a garden

I was taken to see

by an Acadian Nurse named Emily

Who thought I’d like to walk

across the hospital parking lot

across a curving back street

to a stranger’s yard grown up

with flowers I don’t remember —

but I remember The Walk

& found It, or One like It, noted

in My decades-old medical records:

“Patient enjoyed Her Walk.”

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

The Hawk Queen Bed 11:04pm

What Does It Mean

To Be Human?

To Top The Chart

One Bell Curve

Of Human Behavioural Spectrum —

To Sit Up There

Like A Star

Growing Into The Nebula

Reaching Out

To Very Vast Edges?

A WOMAN’S PLACE

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:05am

I am a very womanly woman:

I feed My Husband His Instant

Oatmeal —

later make Him a sandwich  —

supper @ 6:00 —

I buy all the groceries

do The Laundry

& keep The House tidy

weekday mornings I see My Husband

off to Work

where his Secretary gets Him

take-out meals —

like all The Women

The World Over

We keep Our Men

Alive