Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

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Josephine Elizabeth Meadow Walden January 2 1899 — December 23 1979

My Beautiful Gran-mama’s Face

came to Me again

in My One Dream from last night —

bright and smiling

as She looked at Me

with Her Knowing Look

and I wondered if I too

could be as lovely

when I become

“An Old Lady.”

 

She never wore grey

saying “Grey is for elephants”

though My Mother tried to tell Her

Grey looked good on Her —

(anything looked good on My Grandmother)

She wore instead blue and green

with Her Hair always

as I am wearing Mine

This Morning —

twisted and pinned up

and Her Lipstick was pink

(My Mother’s was orange)

 

All Her Letters to Us

were illustrated

using thin coloured markers —

She drew elves and mushrooms and flowers.

I have Those Letters.

(My Children haven’t seen Them yet)

 

I have one delicate watercolour

of a low blue bowl with three upright tulips and two daffodils

with the fourth tulip, yellow, drooping.

I have one glazed brown oval dish

kept on My Kitchen Window Sill

(for Pears soap)

signed in 1963.

Gran-mama painted

a strawberry bush on My Sewing Box

outfitted with everything I would ever need

to sew My Own Clothes.

 

Gran-mama painted My Doll Dresser

with holly hocks on the sides

and on top in the center one heart

surrounded by roses.

Inside the door

She painted My Red Swing

hanging from The Crab Apple Tree —

My Childhood Swing

made by My Grandfather

Who pushed Me so high

I could touch The Leaves

with My Toes.

 

My Beautiful Southern Grandmother,

Who taught Me to make popovers

and pot roast

put Her Credentialed* Creativity

into gardening currents, asparagus, nasturtiums and magnificent roses

and into Jordan Bay arrival dinners

of macaroni and corn bread

with home-grown vegetables.

 

My Beloved Grandmother

was the first and only

figure in My Life

Who exclaimed and explained

to Me

The Entrancement of Seeing

The Glitter, The Stars

playing out over

Our Dazzling Ocean’s Delight .

 

*Parson’s School of Design

 

 

9:40 PM

EYE have grown

into My Self

as i eat M(Eye) Chicken Wings —

a whole tray of Them —

EYE see and feel

that Eye, I , i am My Truest

and Boy, does It feel good

 

1 AM

EYE still have pieces

of Me

attached

–2– The Greatest Love I Have

Ever Known

and Eye will not be delivered

from M(Eye) Bird-den

until the object/subject

of M(Eye) Love

Comes Home

2 AM

GEE WIZZ, David

Eye think since You

said You read M(Eye) Poems

Eye Think

We will start

writing –2–

each other

2:20 AM

My Dearest Peak

Dr Wilson put You

in an incubator

the night You were born

probably because a nurse

gave Me a shot of something

I did not ask for

and so I could not push

properly

and You were delayed

2:30 AM

–2– of M(Eye) Life Times

have gone by already:

@ 26 year intervals

w/ a 5 year hiatus

in between

when My Son was a little boy

and My First Marriage

was almost

idyllic

4:30 AM

Tonight’s Dream presented

The Delightful Nun

of a child

with thick white hair

smiling hefty face

as She looked up at Me

to greet Me

with a small molasses cookie

She wanted to give Me

and I took it

and ate it

6 AM

EYE used to Think

Dr Blair was a good lay

but NOT ANY MORE:

he — H-U-N-T-E-R

is dis-gusting

re-pulsive

and I cringe now

when I unwittingly picture

him on top of me

or w/ His Right Hand

up M(Eye) Crotch

 

Too Bad He Didn’t Listen 2 Me

Jimbo thought He could

wipe out insanity* or

at least die trying

there is no such “thing” as “insanity”

6:22 am

EYE am in M(Eye) Element

again

in This Land of Comfort & Grace

with My Father’s Magic Bag warm

on My Stomach

and The One made by Becky Symonds

at My Feet.

My Pot of Decaf is waiting

downstairs

and Eye do not care

that I have no one

2 bring Me Coffee.