Dream Recollection

by Joanna Gilman Hyde

The Hawk Queen Bed

October 10, 2024

5:53 am

Eye Was In Peter’s Girlfriend’s House

Butt There Were All These Other People

Supposedly From The Weslyan Church

w/ Masks

(stylized masks as opposed to medical).

One Eye Leaned Against On A Couch

Thinking She Was A Pillow —

She Got Mad @ Me —

Eye Was Trying 2 Take Care of Baby Eliza

2 Give Her A Bath —

She Seemed 2 Need A Bath.

Eye Asked Peter If Eye Could Talk 2 Him

Privately

Butt He Was Reluctant.

He Knew Eye Wanted 2 Take Eliza w/ Me.

Eye Wanted 2 Take Her 2 M(eye) House.

Eye Wanted 2 Care For Her.

Eye Wanted Her 2 Live w/ Me

@ Least Temporarily.

Eye Told Peter, “Peter, Eye Have Lived

The Loneliest Times of M(eye) Life

In M(eye) House

& Eye Want M(eye) Daughter w/ Me.

Eye Can Take Care of Her Now.

Eye Live w/ 3 Cats Eye Neglect. 

Eye Like Them, Butt Eye Don’t Love Them.”

There Were Gates Everywhere

& Unfolding Stairs

2 Try 2 Get Out of Peter’s Girlfriend’s House.

Eye Said 2 Him, “You Have (Her Name) Now.”

Later, He Said He Wished Eye Hadn’t Said That

Within The Confines of Her House

Because He Wasn’t Sure About Her.

There Were More People Around

Who Were Doing Drugs

& One Man Seemed 2 Be A Pedophile.

Eventually Eye Laid Eliza In A Crib.

It Had Old Food On Layers of Bedding

& Paint Chips & Old Makeup

In The Bottom End.

It Was Disgusting.

That’s When Eye Said 2 Everybody:

“This Is All A Dream

& Eye Should Be Having M(eye) Child

In M(EYE) House —

Eye’ve Been Trying 2 Get Her 2 M(EYE) House.”

Other Women Laughed @ Me

When Eye Said, This Is All A Dream

& Eye Thought They Were Sizing Me Up

For Mental Instability.

When Eye Had Finally Said, “This Is All A Dream”

A Transvestite Super Woman Appeared

Lying On The Floor

& Assured Me That She/He

Would Help Me Get 2 M(eye) House —

Then Eye woke Up.

NOTE: Eye Was Holding Baby Eliza

Throughout The Dream.

When She Was Laid In The Filthy Crib

She Was Laid Down Like A Discarded Doll.

She Said She Was Very Sleepy

& That She Needed 2 Take A Bath

Butt That She Was Very Sleepy.