Joanna Gilman Hyde

The Tomato-coloured Couch

October 20, 2023

2:50 pm

Was Eye “Mentally Ill”

For 30 Years

Since M(eye) Mother Died

Sending The Shower of Silver Lights

Down On M(eye) Head

Engulfing Me

On March 31st 1993

Convincing Me

Eye Was The 2nd Coming of Christ —

Was That “Mental Illness”?

Was Eye “Mentally Ill”

2 Fall In Love w/ A Leprechaun

Who Thought Eye Was A SEER

On April Fool’s Day 1993 —

Was Eye “Mentally Ill”

During That Summer

When Eye Wanted Desperately 2 Die

Because Eye Felt Nothing

Butt Hospital Walls

& Bedding?

Was Eye “Mentally Ill”

When Eye Spoke 2 The Leprechaun

& He Embraced Me

On October 22nd 1993

& Sent Me The Telepathic Message

of  Spiritual Love

During 1 Dark Night

In Yet Another Hospital —

& Was Eye “Mentally Ill”

When The Next Day

Eye Created M(eye) Self

& Had That Fight w/ God

Who Wanted Me 2 Serve Him

& Eye Refused?

Was It “Mental Illness”

2 Have The Apparition

of The Beautiful Dark Haired Woman

Appear On M(eye) Right Shoulder

2 Say The Most Melodious Words

Eye Had Ever Heard:

“YOU KNOW THE MEANING OF LIFE

AND SO YOU ARE A STAR —

SO GO TO SLEEP”

?

That Was All In 1993

30 Years Ago

& Eye Wrote The Book

About That Year

& The 2 Before It

& Up 2 1996

Which Took In The October 15th Birth

of M(eye) Beautiful Blonde Daughter

Eliza, Yes, In 1994 —

Eliza Came Out of The Death

of M(eye) Mother —

Eliza Would Not Exist

w/out The Death —

& Then Maria —

M(eye) Poor Maria —

Killed March 27 1997

The Anniversary of M(eye) Mother’s Death

The Horror of Which

Was Painted Out

Was Written Out

Was Met By Spiritual Force

On December 18 2016

Inside The Middle La Have Church

Coming Down On Me

Engulfing Me —

Was THAT “Mental Illness”??