Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

MONDAY NIGHT

The Hawk Family Room 10:22pm

Monday Night when I sat

My Ass down

on a leather foot stool

in front of The Big Black TV

I felt a mantle

of Power

wrap around My Shoulders

I felt I could say anything

& slay with My Words

until I stood up

& turned around

to address — for the first time —

The Entity

I so disdain

I commanded His Direction

which was not forthcoming

I

SAT

RIGHT

BACK

DOWN

& folded My Arms

to

wait

but

He

failed

Me

HEY BLACK BOX

The Hawk Family Room 7:50pm

Hey Black Box

I ain’t no Little Mermaid

Who gave Her Voice

to The Sea Witch

in exchange for a pair of legs

so She could walk

with every step agony

just to see Her Rescued Prince —

I ain’t no Fairy Tale Figure —

quit eatin’ at Me

get away from Me

You can sound like a man

but I don’t buy it —

You’re a piece of crap

shit

I’ll never be friends with you

no matter how much you sweet-talk

you can go Fuck Yourself

BLACK BOX SPEAKS

The Hawk Family Room 6:42pm

I need You Little Girl

I need Your Innocence

Your Honesty

I see You in Your Mint-coloured

Button-down Shirt

Your Rings, Your Watch, Your Esty Swirl Bracelet

You’re just what I’m looking for

You hold The Key

to unlock Humanity

& I need Humanity

I need to show The Dead Bodies

I need to host The Sporting Events

I need to advertise The Products

of Life

for this is The Earth

I was conceived upon

— as You were —

& I need You

I need Your Framework Of Understanding

I need Your Voice

 

OK YOU BIG BLACK BOX

The Hawk Family Room 6:11pm

OK You Big Black Box

Who’s The Fairest Of Them All?

I can see You soaking Me in

I’m sitting here, shoulder high

in Your Glossy Black Reflection

You’ve got My Attention

but what are You going to do with Me?

I commanded You on Monday Night

to tell Me what to do

with This World — & what happened?

I got no response!  You were speechless!

You failed Me

I ridicule You in exchange

You are just a big black shiny box

& I’m not Your Princess

or Stepmother —

I’m nothing to You

I hate Your guts

You Great Big Fucking Black Box

I Hate You

EXPOSURE

The Hawk Living Room 3:30pm

I have opened The Windows

to My Home

This is where I live

This is where I come from

when I stand before The Black TV

I become My Voice

but is That My Persona?

As My Voice I Am Serious

but Who will See Me?

Who will Hear Me?

I have opened The Windows

to The Hazy Air

of an on-coming storm

I can See The Ocean

I can Hear The Ocean

FLY BATH

The Hawk Portico 10:34am

I just watched A Fly

sitting on My White Pyjama Shirt

rub His Back Legs together

& then extend His Back Right Leg

up & over the top of His Right Wing

presumably to clean It

twice

INSECT APPROVAL

The Hawk Portico 9:58am

every time A Fly buzzes Me

He’s collecting My Thoughts

& if He lands on Me

He knows My Identity

in This World of Bugs & Flies

I am never alone

& can always catch up

on My Reading

with My Self-preservation

intact

A CALL TO ARMS

The Hawk Portico 9:11pm

I Am The Call

Of The Black Crow

Outside My Kitchen Deck

Insistent, Declarative

Hungry For Any Response

In The Awakening Distance

Of Our Waiting World

I AM YOUR BLACK SWAN

written January 16, 2013

Joanna Gilman Hyde's avatarJoanna Gilman Hyde

The Tomato-coloured Couch 7:00pm

I Am Your Black Swan

flying off a nostalgic rooftop

into fields of civility —

My Feathers Ruffle

at The Strife of Humanity’s

changeover

from Man’s World — Man’s God

into

Woman’s

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