Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Month: March, 2013

CAUGHT

The Tomato-coloured Couch 9:13pm

He stole That Moment, Bastard

My Daughter was in Her Second Summer

when She waved Good-bye

to a Friend I’ll never see again —

held in Her Father’s Arms

My Little Eliza

mouthed the words

uttering Them distinctly —

They were Two Words

I tried not to hear —

He bastardized that moment

in Her very early speech

as He peeled off

My Darling’s “See Ya!”

& caught Them in His too quick

paws

Hand Over Those Words!

Let Me Use Them

as freely as You Do!

I want My Freedom Back

I’ll never get Eliza’s Moment

but I can try to have My Own

without Your constant reminder

even in a petty catch phrase

which seems to have gained in popularity

since I first heard You sing it out

when you were My Doctor

twenty-five years ago

SPIRAL

The Hawk Family Room 4:40pm

I See Our Galaxy

Out My West Window

Filling Up & Out The Sky

Glowing In Its Centre

With What May Be The Sun

RESTORATION

The Tomato-coloured Couch 3:41pm

I always said I never lived

with a broken heart,

but My Mother broke My Heart

when She died

twenty years ago,

but I lived

with My Broken Spirit

taken over by God —

God stepped in

— stepped on My Heart —

He made Me see a Shower of Lights

Which did not fill Me

with inner peace

I was restless

not sleeping

years on medication —

I’m still on it —

I cannot drink The Red Wine

of mirth

without sleep disturbance

I need My Sleep

My Peace Restored

TEA

The Hawk Portico 1:00pm

I sit to watch the roiling ocean

with a ring around the sun

that wind’s still up —

I’ll put the kettle on

MY FIRST ART TEACHERS

The Hawk Family Room 7:00pm

My Elementary Art Teacher

Miss Fabian

was little & wore tight sweaters

Her Hair was Black

She wore Black Pants

& told Me Artists usually stand

to do Their work

I don’t remember My Intermediate Teacher

but I made a giant bobby pin

& won an art certificate

at the end of Sixth Grade

My High School Art Teachers

were Miss Cotterall, little & blond

Who taught Me the basics

of Jewellery Making —

Miss Hues —

She was dark-skinned

& I painted a water-colour portrait

of Her in a patch-work skirt —

Mr McDowell

was the Track Coach

Who later told Me He was proud

to have contributed in some small way

to My Success

Self Organizing Galaxy

MARCH 6th 2013

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:11pm

In a dim-lit windowless room

of Planned Parenthood

I must have signed My Life

away —

I say Must

because I do not remember

The Signature —

I say Life

because It was

Mine

HUNTER’S ATTITUDE

The Hawk Family Room 7:42pm

Hunter’s Attitude in His Computer Chair

is all about Diagonals

— How His Right Arm extends to His Mouse

How His Left Leg Crosses Right

How His Thick-haired Head leans

to His Left

Oh — He Straightens Up

when I announce I’m writing

about Him

NINE CANADA GEESE

The Hawk Corner Room 4:34pm

I just watched 9 Canada Geese

flying North

past My Picture Window —

I’m such a novice birdwatcher

I could only tell They were Geese

by Their Long Necks

(at least I had the sense to count Them)

CRYSTALLIZED

The Hawk Corner Room 4:00pm

My Childhood Easter Egg

with Its Cellophane Window

Its Interior Hills of Sugar & Paper Bunnies

has opened out in My Adult View

through My Eastern Picture Window

to encompass Our Frosty Shoreline

7 Little Houses

& a School Bus Threading

Its way through Roadside Scrub Spruce

AT HOME

The Hawk Corner Room 9:38pm

I Am Not In The Yarmouth Psychiatric Unit

making cup after cup of tea

I Am In My Home

Trapped By Carpenters

Flooring Guys

& A Husband Who May Come Home

Early