Joanna Gilman Hyde

"Good Morning, World!"

Month: January, 2013

CONSTRUCT

The Hawk Dining Room 2:22pm

In My Sleep This Morning

One Line came to Me

but I was too tired

to write It down:

“My Love Is As Deep As An Unsung Well”

Here It Is Penned

At This Time

while I spoon My Christmas Turkey Soup

out of a big black cup

RESET

The Hawk West Desk Window 10:55pm

We live in The Era Coming

where there is no such thing as “Mental Illness”

no need for Psychiatrists

They can go home

no need for catalogues, labels, DSM volumes

or medication (except for sleep)

We Are Human All

behaving as Humans

within Our vast array of possibility

Our Observations

are based on fundamental perception

and based on Our interpretation of perception

within Its vast array of possibility

GOOD NIGHT

 

 

ORION

The Hawk Kitchen 7:45pm

Tonight when I went out in The Dark

to scrape a dinner plate for The Crows

I heard the distinct honking of geese

somewhere below the constellation of Orion

— the only constellation I recognize

beside The Big Dipper —

Oh, I didn’t tell You —

a few days ago — no, December 22nd —

I met one of the nurses from The Psych Unit

in the bakery section of MY Sobey’s

— it was One Who doled out bedtime pills —

She could barely say hello

SOMEHOW I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN

The Hawk Kitchen 6:10pm

You stood with Your Back

leaning against My Kitchen Counter

arms folded in black

My Kitchen Black Jesus

You hovered behind Me at The Sink

I shoved You away from The Stove

while I put together

My Family’s Pork Casserole

OUT OF BED

The Tomato-coloured Couch 2:22pm

just as My Phone turned 10:22am

first line in My Head:

Glory To Our Dark Night

upon This Digital Cloud

for Sinners, Killers, They too

have Their Place

I AM

The Hawk Queen Bed 8:00am

I Am Your Black Jesus

I Am The Silver Christ

flashing hot with menopause

sleep-deprived from letting Astro out @ 5:00

waking Eliza for school @ 6:30

making coffee for My Husband @ 7:00

BRUSHFIRE

The Tomato-coloured Couch 9:11pm

I was That Girl

Who watched uneasily

as Her Brother’s Friend

heaped dried leaves

on top of a little fire

lit to cook onion grass

in The Woods behind Her House

I was That Girl

Who ran back to The House

to get a pitcher of water

to meet Her Mother’s Alarm

I was That Girl

“eight-going-on-nine”

Who wrote a letter of thanks

to The Valley Cottage Fire Department

“for saving Our Woods”

“I’ll never scratch a match again”

I was That Girl

praised by Her Former Kindergarten Teacher

met in the school hallway

The Letter was in the paper

REVERIE

The Hawk Kitchen 4:30pm

I am That Old Woman

positioned by Her Kitchen View

of Yard, Ocean, Sky

with a cat on Her Foot Stool

& no knitting in Her Lap

IRIDESCENT HEART

The Hawk Queen Bed 9:00am

I sit inside a purple room

the chamber of a heart

when I close My Eyes

I see iridescent purple

& decide Whose Heart

I’m in

I LOVE

The Hawk Kitchen 9:00pm

I sat or paced

in that place of unfavourable recollection

where My First Husband

tried to feed Me a sandwich

telling Me I couldn’t come home

until “this idea” was out

of My Mind —

This I dead Idea

evolved from that hell hole

to My Freedom of Writing

fifteen or twenty years

away from confinement

& starvation

I am able to write

I LOVE